Sunday, July 19, 2009

Missed this CREATIVE world:)***I'm BACK!!

me at the International African Festival in BK
OMG I really don't know where to start here....*pauses* Hmm!!
It has been a long time since I stepped foot into this wonderful, creative world! Alot has happened since last I was here....some things turned out to be good and some not so well..well that's how I'm learning to be a better person to myself and to others in my life.
What I know is as of today I am really starting to take some time off of things I made the top priorities in my life which only putting me behind-I really didn't need anyone to tell me I'm fucking up...I know I've fucked up and it's so not like me.. Ever since friday night I realized that I need to slow down on certain things, and just fucking relax for once...it's obvious I made a fool of myself friday night and my friends had to babysat me-fucked-up!!
I won't be getting into much details on how I fucked-up but lets just say PMSin', depression, confusion, hurt and drunk=COMPLETE DISASTER!!!!!! I am ashamed for my behavior and how immature I was in public and worst thing in front of the people I love and care about-hot mess Val ughhh!!
I have decided to deactivate my FB account for a while-I need a break from all these damn networking and get on my grinds!!
What's new with me? Hmmm!!
I am taking my driving lessons (damn how long?) LOL!- but this time I know for sure I will have my license :) I am that confident!
I am taking this one english class (the short story)-very interesting!
Taking life easy and take on step at a time....and not to sweat the small stuff...*brushing them off* it's all good babbii lol
I am also learning to forgive people that done me wrong-we all hurt sometimes but as long as we acknowledge our fucked-up behavior! Link

1 comment:

m said...

it's about time you got back :)
see you need to hook me up with some african jewelry, earrings especially, i know they got them at the fests.
or better yet, send me an email if there's stuff like tht going on, esp reggae fests so i can get away from this boring-ass town for a minute and come to the city!
anyways, take it easy. and don't stay away too long now :)