P_LOCA'S VIEW

27 things about MOI!!

2009-11-07T17:01:00.000-08:00

Hello world...hope you all are havng a fantastic weekend-hope y'all are staying warm.
Wow another boring weekend for me Hmm!! Have two papers due monday-when will it end?

Anyway I thought I'd give you guys a little clue about moi and who I am really...doesn't matter if you care to know just friggin' read it lol

1. I am glad my mom was the one that gave me my name..my dad wanted to name me Sophia-ughh! seriously do I look like a Sophia?

2. I wish I had a middle name..I'm seriously thinking about adding a middle name to my name (melanie, valencia).

3. I am 24 and ♡ that age lol

4. I am the sweetest person you can ever meet (that's why peeps think they can try to take advantage hm!) BUT at the same time I can be the total opposite!!!

5. I have a bad tendency and the people that knows me tells me that too...I need to stop thinking out loud!
If i'm out in public and I see someone behave, just anything off about them I will basicallly talk about it (it's ok) but I expressed my opinions where it can "lead to confrontations"-so my friends tellls me.
hey I'm working on it ok :)
AND NO I NEVER HAD A FIGHT IN MY LIFE UGHH..

6. I hold grudges. I told myself not to add it in this note but what the hell-that's just who I am and I understand holding a grudge won't get me anywhere but pain and stresed. I'm working on that too.
I am working on to let go and move on and forgive people for their shytty ways towards. Life is too short anyway!

7. I hate rejection..I'm the type if I know I will get rejected for something or turned down I won't even try to ask or approache the situation. Why bother if you already know? and that's why sometimes I keep myself away from certain siituation. Even when it comes to my personal life (someone I'm seeing or talking to)..If I'm seeing someone and the person doesn't call or have any type of interests on trying to contact me THEN I automatically assume their interests is elsewhere or the interests isn't there anymore *shrugs* ...I'm always right :)
So if I don't call or anything it's because I feel like you're not trying to contact me and I know "what's up"!

8. I ♥ GREEN!!-mostly everything I owned are GREEN...

9. I am a ☎ whore..I ♥ my  curve..yes I still got my curve.

10. I am a 5000lbs fat person living in a 160lbs tall, slim but curves in all the right places LOL-just had to add that in :).....I ♡ to eat. Sometimes I wonder why am I not fat? I gained weight but I lose it so easily..back and forth (just like mariah) lol.

11. My goal is to be fluent in espanol!!
I ♥ the language-it's very sexyyy and romantic..especially when saying the "Rs"..
and it's always good to be bilangual or trilangual
escuchame mi amigas..yo te amor espanol :)

12. I was a vegetarian for a year and loved it. I started to be good again BUT I am surrounded by more swine eaters LOL- ♡ yall though..it's hard :(
but this time it"s seriious..

13. I am an H & M whoreee- I remember my last year in H.S I worked there and I had to quit lol..I was going crazyy (oprah's voice)..

14. I am a colorful person lol..you will never catch me matching my eyeshadow with my shirt or just my outfit period-tacky ladies...don't do it!!

15. I like to hold on to memories. Even if it's something I shouldn't be happy about or that might hurt-it's good to sit alone and reminisce about our pasts and see where we fucked-up and try not to do it again ...MOVE ON!!

16. Everyday I am thankful that I have such great parents..I know you're like "duhhh! so is everyone". NO! not everyone gets along or ♡ their parents smh...that's where the communication is important ppl.

17. I am a joyful, loving person and I can proudly say I get along with almost everyone that enters my world :)
I welcome everyone with open arms.

18. The people that knows me know I am fun and bubbly....you'll know when something is wrong with me when I'm quiet, distant and to myself.

19. Every month when Ms. Flow visits me I always wish to be a dude I swear.

20. I am very affectionate..too affectiionate sometimes ughh!! ..I ♥ to hug, hold, cuddle :)

21. Recently I am beginning to wear high heels (couple of months now)..and no I wasn't a tomboy or a sneaker type either but I always used to and still do wear my flats and converse. But I ♡ my heels now and I look damn good in them.

22. I am a bag lady. I ♥ bags (small, medium, clutch bags, all sorts)..

23. Ok so Ive been told I'm too sensitive-and what's wrong with that again? oh sorry I have feelings and the way I expressed myself is very human-like lol
Yes I do cry to "Notebook" and every other happy or sad movies.

24. I had a best friend who I thought would be "BFF"... LMFAO to that haaaaa!!
that's the shyt I'm talking about ppl stabbing you in the back and it reallly hurt.

25. I think that also goes with #24 but whatever!
I sometimes wish I had a best friend ( I had) blah blah..but someone I can talk to about ANYTHING and do things with, accept me for who I really am. Accept and ♥ me despite my crazy and annoying ways-but oh well not all of us are lucky....or not everyone gets to have it all *shrugs*

26. I am veryyyyy stubborn...even if it might costs me my life..hey don't judge yet!!
If I can't have it my way then leave me alone and don't even bother! (old me)...leave me alone! I don't wanna hear! I don't care on what you have to say! my mind is made up and there's nothing* I mean NOTHING that can change it!***but that was the old me and I'm working on it and gettting better.
I understand life is not and doesn't have to be about me. I have to learn to chill and take life at ease and it's going to be alright.

27. I am obsessed with tetris-recently I reached my goal (level 17) and damn who knows when that will happen again lol

28. Ohh one more...
I ♥ mexican food (yummmy), and a seafood ♥er :)

29. wait..one more...
I ♥ butterflies-they're beautiful and FREE!

30. Hold on
I have a very smart ass mouth-I can push ppl away in an instant with my smart ass comments and sarcastic self...hey I never said I was proud of that but I'm sure some of you already know :)
Sorry but sometimes ppl need to hear it..especially the A**holes!

31.WAIT!!!
Sometimes I believe I was born to get disappointed.
It's weird cause I never disappointed anyone Hmm!! But somehow ppl always tends to disappoints me*

So now that you've learned a little about moi and get a clue of who I really am...don't you DARE judge me!!!....
Well even if you do I wouldn't give a *BLEEP* anyway ☺

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Shytty feeling!

2009-11-01T09:29:00.000-08:00

I'm back in my bed with the ipod on listening to all my neo-soul musics (india, jill, corinne, ledisi and so on)-that's the mood I am right now=messy!
I really hate the mood I am but can't help it during this couple of days. It's weird because as I'm getting older the symptoms are stronger and getting worst-WTF?
....And no I don't have a depression problem (I'm nowhere stressed out nor depressed), you (the females) know when she's around you've got al these crazy emotions-extra sensitive, everything affects you, and you're just a mess?-well that's me!
I can admit when she's around I see, feel and view everything around me blurry-that's how I can describe my state of being right now...nothing is clear to me, I refused to view things and ppl like I do when she's not around.
...
..So halloween is over-thank GOD!
I was tired of ppls fb stats and twittering about halloween-ok it's over already! After a while the same thing-come on! First day of another month-great!
I am ready for this year to be over already..well just a little.
So last night I was supposed to go out with my friends-although I got invited last min (which I don't like) but worked all day yesterday and was busy and an incident happened at work when I was gettting off then Ms. Flow decided to knock at my door-crazy! But no I didn't go anywhere besides work-not that it made a difference if I didn't join them anyway Hmm!
I'm sure they had a great time without me!!-good!
...
I deactivated my fb account earlier-i need a break and to stay to myself.

I really hope I get over this shytty mood!!!!!!!!!!!
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Does GOD really test ppl?-why me? I want the help I can't be tested!

2009-10-03T15:27:00.000-07:00

So yesterday I took a test which could've slightly changed my life..or should I say made a minor difference in my life. Well I flunked it, yup I messed up. Weird part was I didn't take it hard on myself, why? Ppl messed up every now and then, good thing is I still have chances to re-take the test (thank GOD).

I was upset at myself for a while, hurt and angry cause I didn't pass, but then I took it like "GOD knows my time will come and maybe I'm not ready to pass yet".-hey not making excuses but the test is not a life and death situation nor something so major that it'll get me anywhere. And no not for school either and that's why I said I will be alight. Next I know to do better what the heck!

But my question is: why do you think GOD tests us sometimes?
Isn't he supposed to be our father and help us thru whatever we want and need?
Do you think he tests us to see who truly believes in him? But if that's the case doesn't he have the power to automatically know for sure who believes in him? Why the test for?

..Maybe I was too anxious to pass and couldn't focus *sighs* after all my limbs were ice cold and my heart felt like it jumped out my chest. Worst part was whenever I swallowed my spit (you know when the mouth is dry) you swallow it makes this weird noise-like it actually echoed UGHH!!
Yup I flunked it but life goes on-NEXT!!
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Decided! Sorry for the weak ones ☺

2009-08-19T06:52:00.000-07:00

...Ok so I've decided to eliminate the negative ones out of my life.

..WAITTT!!! Before I continue I want to make myself clear and don't judge me for my decision (not that it would make a difference anyway), but I am tired of all the negative, the complainer, judgemental, arrogant, just the "why this and why that, how come this and how come that?" Type ones-TIRED of them all.
We all have our problems but always complaining about them will not result into anything but stress, if it wasn't meant to be then FACE IT..it WON'T work!!! So be quiet and enjoy the ride we call life (or try to).

Yes I sometimes complain when things doesn't go my way, and I was judgemental at one point (which I'm working on)...hey!! I'm working on it, being judgemental and mean to ppl is not cool and it really reveals the type of person you are-SHITTY and just need to wiped out off the face of the earth (like that). So I am willing to change my ways and become a kinder and not so judgemental person.

When ppl see you or even have a conversation with you and they may not like your opinions on some things or how you word things they automatically assume the worst UGHH!!-dont you hate that?
I don't care what others have to say about me or view me-BUT what I do know is I am surrounded by two types of group of friends-the positive ones where I learn something everytime we hang out and have a conversation, and they're willing to give out a hand, the ones that let me know "what's up" and "val, you're fucking up!" Type. ....and I do have the type where all they do is complain and complain, negative, only work and have no goals (I understand we may have our problems) but the ones that aren't trying. The materialistic types, the ones all they wanna do is give you the biggest ☺ and behind your back they really hate you!!
The ones where there's no way you can learn anything from them (positive things that is)..the ones where you've tried to give out a hand but refused and think they know it all-Hmm!! I wonder why you always think you know it all.

So I decided to delete, ignore, deny, shut down, eliminate those types where in all actuality have nothing in common-seriously I should've known that years ago, months ago, weeks ago and even days ago.

I know you're not supposed to push anyone out your life-WAIT!!
Who said you're not supposed to again?!
Oh it's our decision isn't it?
Ummm..if I make a decision and it's for the better, to better my life-HECK yeah I will ☺
...When you're surrounded by negative ppl they bring negative energy along to you, it's all around you and that really affects everyone around them-and believe me I really don't need that.
I don't need any negative vibes or any of that around me.
So I'm keeping the ones where I know won't have to worry about being myself and will accept me for who I am. The ones that we can relate and have a conversation without being negative on things. The ones where I can learn from.

I am doing this for myself and that would be one of the things I will be working on.

Thank you!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVING NATHALIE!!

2009-08-13T18:11:00.000-07:00

..I feel so bad right now and ashamed to know that I forgot if today was my loving sister's birthday :(

I would ♥ to put a pic of her up but she's not a pic type of person-she's very simple and plain and loving just the way she is. She's older than me and she really watches out for me and my well being although sometimes I be thinking I'm the older one and we always get into it.. But she knows she's my ♥ ☺

My sister is my other half-we may not be spending a lot of time together or hang out on a regular like I do with my closes friends or do a lot together but she's my ♥ and my soul, no one I mean no one can take her place :)
I ♥ her with all my being and soul and I wish her all the best for her birthday and so on in life.

So this is for my number one ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHALIE!!!!
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BLAH!!!

2009-08-10T18:50:00.000-07:00

I am sooo glad that I can finally blog via email :)
At first I could't cause I didn't know how to set my mobile blogging-somehow I'm doing it. I guess the way they set it up for you to do it.
But I LOVE ogging, and the mobile blogging is wayy convenient-im not always in front of a computer I'm a phone freak so it's much easier for me to share my views :)

...very sleepy...damn those advil pm seems to be doing wonders.
So today Ms. Flow decided to stop by when she's supposed to come knocking at my door in two week (you see what stress does to you!) SMDH!
I can honestly admit that I've been better than a couple of weeks ago, stressed but not as stressed as I was weeks ago. Give me some damn credit I'm trying lol :)

So how was my weekend? Lol
Ok it was peaceful, quiet, stress-free and loving.
Saturday I did nada-blockbuster night with sis and enjoyed my family's company :)
And Sunday me and the ladies attended the SummerStage in Central Park then we went out for dinner-GREAT time :)
One thing I'm glad and grateful for, despite me having my lil issues or we have our flaws but we all are positive individuals-we like to have fun, but we know the limit and we look out for one another :) what else can I possibly asked for huh?! TELL ME!!!!!

...yes I made some major moves (mentally-wise, behavior-wise, emotionally-wise)
I did something Sunday which I am proud of and glad I did and thank GOD I feel sooo much better.
Sometimes though I really need to chill the fuck out and enjoy the ride and take it easy (working on it)
Hopefully things will continue to go easy :)
I have hope that it will. I'm making a fresh new start with this friendship and glad I am :)

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...So far my saturday..

2009-08-08T21:34:00.000-07:00

..This is what happens when you're bored on a saturday night...
Like I mentioned in my latest post I had no plans but today I think I accomplished alot-alot as in went to my favorite nail shop in LI (yup worth the travel), got the special pedicure and manicure and of course including the massages :)
Then went to the city to get my eyebrows done-all nicely shaped :)
I feel sooo good...I needed a lil pampering lol.

...Hold on *sippin' on some wine*

Ok.. I was just watching movies with sis-damn been a while since I spent some time at home and enjoy her company, we made it a movie night.
My friends invited me out to different events but I declined *shrugs*
Well not only my hair look busted lol-so gotta get it done but I'm just not in the mood to do the club scene tonight..Hmm!! I don't know, I guess I'm still going thru my mood and not myself from what happened last night-I just hate being disappointed.
Like I said everything could be prevented!!!

I'm not mad or anything but I'm just not in the mood for the club scene or going out at all. My hair=disaster lol
Not good for the club scene.
I'm also not in the mood to talk or anything...I need some time alone right now.
But I hope they have a good time-which I'm sure they will.
So I'm in bed and about to twitter my fingers away untill I fall asleep lol..I sound like a loser :)

..Now one of my friend just texted me "how are you and her doing?" Her as in ...anyway I replied "there's no her" lol.."we're not even friends anymore, her wants me out her life for good, why? I don't know!" *shrugs*
I even tried to be and to come to an understanding to what really went wrong and what cause the downfall but her obviously didn't care to see and understand where I was coming from. Her rather play the psychic game where she knows it all instead of calling or talk face to face but instead she rather assume the worst of me and that shit hurts and annoying Hmm!!
Sometimes you just gotta keep that lil bit of pride you have left and not let anyone step on it.
Like I keep saying if someone really cares about you or your feelings they would try to respect it and not let anything happen to hurt you...but of course I'm never the lucky one lol....
Funny thing was though I never hated or held a grudge against her...I'm proud of myself for that :)
Seriously I am good....
There's no way you can force someone to be in your life if they want you out!!!!
Hmm!! I do ummmm..
Fuck it!!! Whatever this isn't no personal journal LOL

Anyway I'm having a good night and hopefully have a better sunday :)
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Disappointed SIGHS

2009-08-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

One thing I really don't understand-why when someone cries or sad about something (which is normal by the way) the other person automatically assume they're weak and can't deal with certain situations? It's not even that, maybe that person express his/her emotions different from you or anyone else-better be that way (healthier) than to react like a mad man lol.

So Wednesday I found out I passed my summer class which I'm sooo HAPPY-thank you my LORD!!
Me the this classmate which she's a friend now (we clicked since the first day of class :)) usually have lunch and drinks after class-she introduced me to some nice restaurants :)
*I just love going to different restaurants/bar and lounges*

...so last night after work I was supposed to be meeting up with my good friend, have dinner and drinks with her.....should I continue with this?
What the heck!?!!
To make it short I got stood up, disappointed-BLAH!!

I'm learning to understand life and things may happen and to stop being selfish. I'm not mad, I'm hurt but I will be ok.
What I don't understand is at least a call would have been nice, anything. That I think I at least deserved.
So I could've done something else and hung out with other friends...
...........

Moving on.......
So today I have no plans...
Let's see Hmm!!
I might just go to the movies alone-sometimes being alone is better-that way you get to stay away from ppl and look within yourself and understand your main priorities and who's really true to you.

I'm feeling some type of way-alot of emotions now...
I miss someone and I just wanna kick myself for that!!! Because obviously that person been moved on and totally forgot about me, or even my number lol...wow funny!!

I just want to have a good day!
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forgiven-HELP!! WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!

2009-07-22T16:20:00.000-07:00

*enters the creative world* Hmm!! just where I belong... I need some opinions, advice, whatever..AYUDARME AMIGAS(OS) lol ...question first: have you ever been hurt by anyone (loved ones, someone you were intimate with, a friend) and they did you wrong/betrayed you when you were so true to them? I understand everybody's different-some may hold a grudge and never forgive that person and some may forgive and work it out and be cool again *shrugs* whatever!! I can honestly say I hold grudges which I'm getting better on letting go....YES I am learning to let go and it's a really good feeling :) ..but what's bothering me>>I've thought about it like everyday, and I asked GOD for forgiveness for my ways and to let go and forgive ppl and their shytty ways towards me.. I want to forgive ppl and try to work things out, I really do-not because of anything other reason-I just want to...hard to believe but I'm a great believer in working things out, giving ppl a chance or a second chanmce and understand my differences and others'. Deep down inside I am afraid. I am afraid of rejection, I am afraid of being looked down (such pride)-I shouldn't be right? Hmmm!! I don't know anymore....but what I do know is that I want to contact someone who hurt me and she really tried to work it out with me and be cool and cordial-me on the other hand I was so hurt I basically told her to fuck off ughhh!! ...I want to contact her to see how she's doing and how are things with her *shrugs*-HELP!! Link

BLESS monday :)

2009-07-20T14:06:00.000-07:00

I'm at my school now getting my fiancial papers ready for next semester-BLAH!! I can honestly and proudly say I am having a BLESS monday :) what about you? from today I plan on to continue having a BLESS day....let the little stuff past my shoulders and if it does I'll remember to brush it off! Last week I think on a wednesday I went to church for the first time in a long time LOL-I'm not religious or anything like that but I need to start going to church and show GOD how much I am able to do alot with him in my life and how much I apreciate his wonderful miracles :) ....so from now on I will try to make it a "regular thing' hope you al are having a BLESS monday! Link

Missed this CREATIVE world:)***I'm BACK!!

2009-07-19T15:26:00.000-07:00

me at the International African Festival in BK

OMG I really don't know where to start here....*pauses* Hmm!!

It has been a long time since I stepped foot into this wonderful, creative world! Alot has happened since last I was here....some things turned out to be good and some not so well..well that's how I'm learning to be a better person to myself and to others in my life.

What I know is as of today I am really starting to take some time off of things I made the top priorities in my life which only putting me behind-I really didn't need anyone to tell me I'm fucking up...I know I've fucked up and it's so not like me.. Ever since friday night I realized that I need to slow down on certain things, and just fucking relax for once...it's obvious I made a fool of myself friday night and my friends had to babysat me-fucked-up!!

I won't be getting into much details on how I fucked-up but lets just say PMSin', depression, confusion, hurt and drunk=COMPLETE DISASTER!!!!!! I am ashamed for my behavior and how immature I was in public and worst thing in front of the people I love and care about-hot mess Val ughhh!!

I have decided to deactivate my FB account for a while-I need a break from all these damn networking and get on my grinds!!

What's new with me? Hmmm!!

I am taking my driving lessons (damn how long?) LOL!- but this time I know for sure I will have my license :) I am that confident!

I am taking this one english class (the short story)-very interesting!

Taking life easy and take on step at a time....and not to sweat the small stuff...*brushing them off* it's all good babbii lol

I am also learning to forgive people that done me wrong-we all hurt sometimes but as long as we acknowledge our fucked-up behavior! Link

the importance of MOM and true FRIENDS!!

2009-02-20T10:52:00.000-08:00

Hello all, I know I've been away for quite some time now-I've been very busy. I had to register for school...do my financial papers, you know basically get my shyt together (so have to go back), plus work has been keeping me away. Oh, umm I also haven't been myself for a couple of days...like a week or so due to some nasty horrible flu :( To tell you the truth, I thought that was the end for me that's how sick I was, I didn't go to work that whole entire week nor even attend the events I was supposed to volunteer at. That's how sick I was, I was in bed all day and everyday. BUT the only person that really made me feel better of course besides GOD was my mother-dad is away back home. But mom of course is always there when in need even when not in need she knows it :) Seriously without GOD spiritually and mom who made sure I put something in my belly (cause a bad cold takes away your appetite completely) and I was feeling weak and tired easily. So mom took care of me. She's a FUCKING ANGEL and I thank GOD for having the best mom ever!!!! So for the ppl that thinks "there's a time in your life you need to grow up and take care of yourself and be independent, you don't need mom anymore" and I'd say to them "Just shut it up!! wonder what kind of mom raised you that you don't think you'll never need her?"" then I would roll my eyes* Yes there are points in our lives we need to be independent and take care of ourselves but the feeling of knowing and having that wonderful mom-her touch (when she touches my neck and forehead to see if I have the fever), her soothing words (asking how I'm feeling every couple of mins. And telling me I will be well soon and not to worry. And everytime I thanked her shereplies "don't thank me, it"s my job"). Her support (always made sure I eat at least soup and take my meds) oh did I mentioned she's the fucking best? Well she's a fucking ANGEL!!!! ::::sippin' on some theraflu::::: Ok....I may not say it well and I don't care right now, but I'm sure you've heard of "When you're in need or sick that's when you can really tell for sure who your true friends are?" well I did came to that conclusion or "That's when you know for sure who really gives a shyt about you (the ppl in your life) whoever" guess what? I think GOD was trying to make me see something....I know you may think "what is she talking about?" But read carefully please and it's the fucking truth!!!! My best friend, val was there for me throughout my entire sickness, by calling me every couple of hours each day, she even came to my house to give me some med she thought might be good to take. Now there's a few peeps I'm cool with at work (well won't be anymore), did they even texted me to ask how I was feeling? NO FUCKING WAY!!! Guess what? Not even my own manager LOL....yup I'm serious, but let's leave it at that. Now he just texted me asking me "hey plo, you feeling better to work today?" Come on guys what should I replied back? Should I text back telling him "to go fuck his fat self"? Or to just "fuck you fat fuck?" Or just ignore it? Still debating Mmmm!!! Oh something else, this is how much I'm loved by plenty you guys-I was supposed to be at SOBS to do some volunteering work, ok I emailed the lady who's in charge and the person I was supposed to work with at 3 fucking something in the morning and texted them, ok I got a reply from the person I was supposed to work with but not the lady who's in charge of the local outreached-Mmmm!! Wonder why! Maybe she was upset cause I could not make it, or whatever the reason is, but whatever it is my health comes first-I'm sorry I was hack hack hack and feeling weak, sick all over and all I could do is stay in bed rather than go out in this cold and take the freaking public tranportation...sorry I couldn't go out to make myself worst, oh that event was supposed to be more important than my own fucking health, I didn't know it worked like that smhhh!!!But my point is I now came to a realization and have a true understanding of a good friendship, and the the appreciation of the great ppl I have in my life. THANK YOU GOD AGAIN AND MOM!! Link

How annoying-ughhh!!

2009-01-19T11:20:00.000-08:00

Ok this is something I had to share with you all which I'm sure some of you (New Yorkers) already experienced and know how it can be on the trains of NYC. And maybe some who doesn't have to do the NYC transit but sure deal with public transportation period. I've been taking public transportation for a long time and believe me I know all about the DOS and the DON'TS, I've been on the train from early to mid day, and throughout the night (basically that's how I go about). I love taking the trains, the transfering from one spot to the other, go up and down, uptown, downtown, midtwon, eastside, west side, parkside, parkview and so on-good experience-believe me lol. But, just like I'm a subway rider and love the NYC public transportation is the same way I have alot of pet peeves about it, and sometimes just wish I was the only one who takes the subway.

Some of the other passengers I ride with on the train really thinks it's their private world, and some thinks it's their livingroom or their backyard, or may think they're at the park.

ATTN: and this goes out especially to the black folks-no self-respect, no good behavior with themselves and their kids.

I don't like it when a group of young girls gets so loud on the train that the whole car can hear them-who cares about you and your boyfriend having sex?

No one cares about you smacking that girl from your class who gave you the dirty look!

No one cares about where you're going friday night!

No one cares about the type of labels you wear-ughhh so ghetto!!

****NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW WHAT KIND/TYPE OF MUSIC YOU'RE LISTENING TO***COME ON PLEASE, TURN THAT VOLUME DOWN-NOT THAT WE CARE IF YOU GO DEAF BUT I AM TRYING TO READ THE NEWSPAPER, OR A BOOK, EVEN WANT TO LISTEN TO MY OWN MUSIC ON MY IPOD..BELIEVE I DON'T CARE!!

I had a long day at work or at school and sometimes both, I am tired and need to rest my legs, do I care if you have ten kids with you? NO!

I don't hate kids or anything like that but when you see a young female with a stroller and two more kids on the side, and it's obvious she wasn't ready to have these kids. Especially if the kids have no manners, and doesn't know how to behave that's when my mean side takes place and just let her stand with her lil bastards-yeah yeah I'm mean but I'm sure you understand where I'm coming from and what I mean by that. I'm sorry I've had a long day WORKING OR WAS AT SCHOOL, DOING SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE AND THESE YOUNG ONES ON THE OTHER HAND RATHER SPREAD THEIR LEGS AND HAVE BABIES LIKE THEY'RE READY AND THE ECONOMY IS GREAT!! NO YOU CAN NOT HAVE MY SEAT AND NO YOU CAN NOT SQUEEZE IN AND MAKE ME FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE!!

I pay my fare so why should I be uncomfortable for you with 10 kids?

What I also hate is when bums come on the train and begs for money meanwhile there are help out there-my taxes and other New Yorkers taxes pay for your shelter and your well being, so why not use it?

I know I can be judgemnetal but this is the truth!

You're an American, you were born and raised in the US and I'm sure they have more help for them, alot of apportunities for them-hello it's your country why not take advantage?

But they rather be lazy and depend on the government and abuse it and don't appreciate the opportunities. They rather sit and blame the "white men and the government for their lazy asses.

My taxes, my working hard pays for your welfare and the places that you need to go to get some help..please do that!

I don't hate anyone nor have anything against anybody but when it comes to trying to use me and don't see that I'm trying and even take it into consideration and take take and take that's when I say FU!!

Don't you hate when you're waiting for the train, especially during rush hour, the train be packed and there's more people coming in....all of a sudden the train gets right in front of you that's when people becomes savages? Their savegeness comes out-LOL to that.

I hate being pushed and rushed..I let them know it't not that serious lol..for real it really isn't.

oh wait wait..they get inside the train all in your way and looking for the best seats lol!

like come on get out of my way so I can seat.

Like I said this isn't to be mean or a bytch but just annoying to me and to others.

I know I may offend some people but this is the truth-sorry!

So you tell me what you think and how you deal with it when you get on the train/next time you get on the train.

Thanks!

Link

Plane crash into Hudson River-thanks to pilot!

2009-01-15T14:45:00.000-08:00

....So I just woke up feeling better...

This morning I had to wake up super early to go to the airport with dad (going to visit family and friends back home). worked all day yesterday and got home late. ..and to make it worst I have a motion sickness problem (so you can imagine the ride to the airport-ughh!). I stayed at the airport 'till his flight took off because it started snowing bad and we expected the weather to get worst, just in case his flight got (wasn't sure but waited anyway to see the "final boarding" for his destination.

Came home got something to eat..and took a nap.....

Woke up 4:39pm ...

........a plane crashed? huh? where? how? hope it's not a terrorist attacked again! not now...not again and especially not in this weather......

What we know is, a US Airways jet made an emergency landing into the Hudson River on this frigid afternoon.

The US Airways-flight 1549, with 155 people on board; three flight attendants and two pilots, left LaGuardia and was heading to Charlotte, NC. The cause for this as pilot reported: a "double bird strike" less than a minute after taking off. That's when he felt like he had to make that pluged into the Hudson. Both engines were knocked out by a flock of geese, the pilot wanted to turned back to LGA airport but it was too late-he made a safe landing to the Hudson near 48th instead that way it would be easier and safer for the passnegers on board.

Some people suffered minor bruises and scrapes, and minor hypothermia-it could have been worst.

God forbids that plane could've worst-it could've landed anywhere on the streets on NYC (times square) GOD knows...but thanks to the pilot such thing didn't happened.

One thing I can say about this almost-tragic incident is: I am glad everyone is ok and are safe-thanks to the pilot for making that safe landing.

Link

http://news.aol.com/article/plane-crashes-in-hudson-river/308358

Thank you GOD for another year!

2009-01-01T12:13:00.000-08:00

AWWWW I HAD TO LOL

AT THE "THE L WORD" PARTY IN PHILLY

NO COMMENTS LOL

MY FIRST VOLUNTEERING TABLE AT GRAMERCY

MY SURPRISED BIRTHDAY MY EX-BEST FRIEND HAD FOR ME :)-MISSED THOSE DAYS! AT THIS CLUB IN PHILLY

ME IN TX LAST YEAR AROUND THIS TIME

Hello everyone, Welcome again to my spot!

First I would like to wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!! and hope you all had a great '08 and hope you get to see many more in '09 and so on.

I know some of my good friends and my best friend heard it before and knows it and some of my other people I associate already heard me wishing them a great new year (blah blah). But I really would like to take the time out to thank and let people in my life know how much I appreciate them for being who they are-the best, the good, not so good, assholes (that's what makes you who you are), and the crazy ones (love you too) lol.

Looking back in '08, it was a very good year for me and I can honestly say I've come encounters with so many different types of individuals that I want to stay friends with and some I don't want in my life at all.

I've gone places that I've never been before and would like to visit again next year and maybe live in in two years (maybe that'll be my new years resolution for 2010) ::shrugs::

and some places I don't want to go back and waste my money again. But 2008 was a better than 2007-that I can say.

I've got hurt (feelings) by someone whom I truly loved and cared for, but hey that's life, regardless of anything if someone choses to hurt you no matter how deep is your love for them they will do it (no excuses!)

But I am over it..I am single and loving it lol..seriously it's totally fine ::smiles: I know GOD has a reason for whatever and why certain things happened the way they did.

I am greatful for whatever GOD has blessed me with ...

I am GRATEFUL for:

*good health (family)

*great ppl in my life

*full of self-love

*strong and smart

*my jobs

*and just every little thing else

I plan on leaving alot of old, bad habits and bad apples behind, some are personal that I can't share with you. But some are just simple little things that I need to get rid of and move on.

I plan on taking life more seriously and continue to live it to the fullest.

I've come to realized my priorities (be there for family, school, work, me and taking care of me more) is more important than anything else in this world.

I plan on being there for my friends more and try to come to an understanding that it's not and doesn't have to be all about ME all the damn times!

I plan on better my life, as in stay focused when in school and be more focused to my inner self/being, and to really understand who I am.

Continue to be the loving, sensitive individual that I am and not let the unsensitive assholes/anyone tell me otherwise.

I plan on continuing to give and share my love (to the ones that are worth it).

Ok now that you see what I'm planing on doing and you can understanding it or not that's up to you!

ohhhhh...before I put this down ,whoever is reading my page and feel like it's about them which after all if you feel some type of way-I guess it's you then ::smiles::

.....I plan on LEAVING/IGNORING THE BAD APPLES behind (who eats or would even pick up a bad apple off the ground anyway?) NOT ME! ok ok..I did but don't want to and trying not to for '09.

So I plan on deleting alot of "friends from '08 (the ones that's never there for me, the lames and the flakes, the ones that promised shyt but can't do shyt about it and always have this "I don't give a shyt attitude)..life is not about "oh that's not my business and why should I care". Or "Why should I care when that's the type of person that I am? I can't help it") I need more positive, self oriented individuals in my life. I am tired of the fakes ones and tired of someone I considered real but was dead wrong about.

GOD knows how much we all need positive thinkers and individuals in our lives. I know I do.

I have alot of goals that much be achived this year, better yeat before my birthday (April).

I plan on getting my license (grandma needs to be a lil faster lol)

I want to do my internship this fall.

I want this and I want that....::screaming::

I WANT IT ALL LOL!!

ok I should stop.....

oh but wait.....I can say I need to lose like Mmm!! ::looking in the mirror: 15lbs.

I can toned up a bit.

I can slow down on the partying and the drinking (well maybe to that one).

I plan on using my money wisely-recession hello lol

I can slow down on the talking (talk too much sometimes lol)..seriously I can slow down...

I would like to thank you all for being a part in my journey (life) and for being who you are....

and have a great new year..TTYL!!

Link

grateful for this christmas

2008-12-24T19:19:00.001-08:00

Hello my lovely ppls, hope you all are having a wonderful eve, I am-with my mom and dad (sister is at work and brother is down in FL)..yup he lives there now for good, moved down there like aug. or so to start a new life and make his life better (happy for him)...weird cause last year like this we weren't talking (for something stupid)..but we officially started talking when he moved down there (weird) but again that's my blood and I love his stupid ass lol.

::clears throat::

I worked today and some of my customers which i haven't seen in a while brought me gifts -nothing cheap for real::smiles::...and don't want to get intpo details either lol

yup...I really didn't expect it for real (loves surprises).

and we had that secret santa thing at work...and we (our job) went ice skating at bryant park (sometimes it's good to do somethng different and with other peeps.

Although last Christmas was different for me but we all know things changed and life goes on and get used to the changes that god made in our lives....

But i am with wonderful parents..and I have my great health and what else could I possibly asked for again?...::pauses:: Mmmm!!

So for the ones that thinks they're not having a great holiday because they didn't received any gifts-gifts are nice but think about all these ppl who lives in the third world country who are hungry and doesn't get shytt!!..really think about it!!

anyway be grateful for what you have and don't have..

have a very Merry Christmas everyone!! Link

at least someone has the courage to do something!

2008-12-14T19:02:00.000-08:00

I swear when I seen that I laughed so hard I almost peed on me lol, too funny.

Finally here we got someone who has a gut and the courage to do something to this man they call "the president of the United States Of America" lol, I swear something like that can only happen else where-can never happen in the US.

BAGHDAD (Dec. 14) - On an Iraq trip shrouded in secrecy and marred by dissent, President George W. Bush on Sunday hailed progress in the war that defines his presidency and got a size-10 reminder of his unpopularity when a man hurled two shoes at him during a news conference. An Iraqi journalist threw two shoes at President Bush during a news conference Sunday with Iraqi Prime Minister Nouri al-Maliki. The president was not hurt in the incident. (Dec. 14) "This is a farewell kiss, you dog!" shouted the protester in Arabic, later identified as Muntadar al-Zeidi, a correspondent for Al-Baghdadia television, an Iraqi-owned station based in Cairo, Egypt. Bush ducked both shoes as they whizzed past his head and landed with a thud against the wall behind him. "It was a size 10," Bush joked later. The U.S. president visited the Iraqi capital just 37 days before he hands the war off to his successor, Barack Obama, who has pledged to end it. The president wanted to highlight a drop in violence in a nation still riven by ethnic strife and to celebrate a recent U.S.-Iraq security agreement, which calls for U.S. troops to withdraw from Iraq by the end of 2011. "The war is not over," Bush said, adding that "it is decisively on it's way to being won." In many ways, the unannounced trip was a victory lap without a clear victory. Nearly 150,000 U.S. troops remain in Iraq fighting a war that is intensely disliked across the globe. More than 4,209 members of the U.S. military have died in the conflict, which has cost U.S. taxpayers $576 billion since it began five years and nine months ago. Link

http://news.aol.com/article/man-throws-two-shoes-at-bush-in-iraq/241945?icid=sphere_newsaol_inpage

the yes..and the not so yes for a holiday event..

2008-12-05T14:37:00.000-08:00

Ok so we know it's the holidays right? But are you ready for it? I know I am....

We all are going to be invited to parties either at work, friends or families.

You're all excited about attending, got the perfect gift for the right person.

You know exactly what you're going to wear for the event.

You know the exact time, date, and place. you even request the next day off from work or make sure you'll be off the next day in case you get carried away with the martini from that party (hungover=near death). But what if for some reason you lost the invitation card, or you forgot the add, even can't find the perfect gift?..there are things that can prevent us from making a good impression on our friends, families, or in a professional environment (work, social clubs, etc.)..and this is where I will tell you how to at least try to make a good impression on yourself.............after all certain things can be prevented if you don't allow them to!

*Save the invitation cared (whether you're planing on going or not)-you never know.

*Call the person to let them know you'll be able to make it.

*Still call them even if you're unable to attend (it's just appropriate to do so).

*Show up on time .

*If you're going to be late , make sure you call in advance to inform you're going to be late.

*Don't go empty-handed. Bring something with you (a gift: a bottle of wine, cake, food but all depends on the event and where, even a card is a good look).

*Behave yourself at the event. Don't get drunk, even tipsy.

*Have fun but don't be a worm.

*Don't be the only one leaving the event last!

Now I think this is it, if for any reason you think I'm missing a couple of things or need to add a few more things comment and let me know-I'd appreciate all the feedbacks I can get! Link

http://www.christamsimages.com/

How would you start?

2008-12-03T09:18:00.001-08:00

It's exactly 12:49pm on Wednesday December 3rd of 2008, I am at work now (my regular day job) and about to start at 1pm and will get off at 9pm maybe close. It's going to be a hectic day (Christmas Tree lighting at Rockefeller Center) so you can imagine. And just going to be a busy end of the year because we all know it's the holiday season and we're all going to be busy with our lives and live it joyfully!! So what are your plans for this holiday season? We've got meetings, work, family, school, friends, parties to attend and planing.....how would you plan them and how would you be ready for the holidays, how and when will you start planing? Have you done your shopping yet? Either way you have to start somewhere..why not get the gifts and get the cards ready with the list first and start from there and work your way down and see what needs to be done-maybe it'll be easier that way.

I have so much to do this holiday season: Parties, meetings, volunteering works (LifeBeat, Foodbank, City Harvest, have to go help at the shelters), work, blogging, and have to get my works ready for my soon be a career for singersroom ::smiling::

I remember last holiday, I was so in love with someone whom I thought felt the same way about me but in the end I was in it alone-I miss you..and I wished you'd never hurt me like you did I swear, I don't hate you. Anyway life is life and I have to make the best of it.

But last year I would be all hyped up and happy and already booked my flight and got all my things ready to go visit them ::smiling::

God only knows why things turned out the way it did after all I would not be the one to hurt anyone. So that I can be sure I can live with myself at peace.

But I am ready for the holidays! All I know is that this holiday would be different and I'm going to try to make the best of it without regrets!!

Link

www.chinahandicrafts.com/Feather-Butterflies.htm

WE ARE ONE WORLD AFTER ALL..BE SAFE!!

2008-12-02T08:04:00.000-08:00

World AIDS Day

This year marks the 20th anniversary of World AIDS Day. First observed in 1988, World AIDS Day was initiated by health ministers from around the world who called for a spirit of social tolerance and a greater awareness of HIV/AIDS on an international scale.

How many people are living with HIV? How many people have died of AIDs related causes?

According to the National AIDS Trust November 2007 statistics, there are:

*33.2 million people living with HIV

*Around 2.5 million new cases of HIV in 2007

*2.1 million deaths from AIDS in 2007

*22.5 million people are living with HIV in sub-Saharan Africa

WE ARE ONE WORLD..ONE NATION..WE ONLY HAVE ONE LIVES TO LIVE..LIVE IT SAFELY!!

No matter who you are we all have to play it safe and speak!

We can make a difference in this world if we choose to, it's a cycle...it can be returned..help one another as brothers and sisters! We are one world, it doesn't matter of your race, background, gender, sexual orientation, even what your beliefs are-If you choose to live your life dangerously and not protect yourself and not want to open your eyes and speak, even knowing your status you'll fall.

World AIDS Day In Your Neighborhood

• Wear a red ribbon as a symbol of hope to work, school or clubs - or distribute red ribbons at community gatherings. • Organize a candlelight vigil at a community center or at a public park and invite local performers and speakers. • Decorate a World AIDS Day tree or bulletin board to display in a local library or courthouse in memory of those who have died of AIDS. • Write a letter or editorial to your local newspaper urging news coverage of World AIDS Day. • Set up a table or booth at an existing community event to display HIV/AIDS exhibits, posters, flyers, or brochures. • Send an World AIDS Day e-card to friends and family urging their support for AIDS awareness.

World AIDS Day At Work

• Ask your employer to help establish December 1 as a day to address the issue of HIV/AIDS in your workplace • Educate employees about the prevention of HIV/AIDS: display posters, flyers, brochures, invite guest speakers, provide information through employee newsletters, E-mail messages and Web pages. • Have your company sponsor community events by donating products to local HIV/AIDS programs, organize an AIDS fundraising events (run, walk, bike) or set up a display in the office lobby. • Distribute World AIDS Day ribbons, posters, flyers or brochures in company mailboxes, cafeterias or break rooms. • Retail businesses: place a World AIDS Day poster in your window, at checkout counters or community bulletin board. For more information, point your browser to http://hivatwork.org/

I think I've wrote enough and if you're not sure about anything even where to go, please visit the links below, it'll lead you to more info.

BE SMART

BE WISE

BE OPEN MINDED

DON'T FALL FOR THE EASY AND THE EASIER WAY OUT

GET THE FACTS

SEARCH

SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS AND KNOWLEDGE

HELP ONE ANOTHER

BE HAPPY

BE SAFE

LOVE AND DON'T LUST

GOD BLESS ALL

Link

http://www.worldaidsday.org/

http://www.one.org/

http://www.lifebeat.org/

www.About.com:GayLife

Chateau Bellegrave relaxes me..what about you?

2008-11-30T19:15:00.000-08:00

These days I'm becoming a wine drinker freak lol...sitting here sippin' on my wine and very relaxed and trying to work on my blog....damn! it's not easy nor just a one, two, three thing either..it's time comsuming (not that I mind) but there's too much distractions at my house and that's hard. So me having a glass of wine really relaxes me and put my mind to workand not have to worry about anything..turned off phone, got loff myspace, and so on, which by the way seems to help.I love my family and all but a sistah gotta work and I need to concentrate here..that's why most of the time I'd go to a coffee shopand just have my headphones on and listening to my india.arie and get to work..So there's alot I have to work on on my blog..Im getting to it slowly but surely ehh!! I work and have other things going on in my life and that's why I'm not really up to my game and do the blog so often like some ppl who basically have nothing really going on for them (no offense anyone)..But hopefully soon I'll get on my grind like coffee beansthis is mone of my favorite wines...it's nothing expensive, very affordable... it tastes great and very sweet (to me)... it is the delicious Chateau Bellegrave Volume: 750 Stars: *** Vintage Date: 2000 Price: $34.19 Link www.chateaubellegrave.com

Very Thankful!

2008-11-27T19:22:00.000-08:00

I thank GOD for all he has done for me, my family and friends......

I thank GOD for protecting me and my family from danger or getting hurt by anything and anyone.....

I thank GOD for giving us (family and friends) strength and courage to wake up everyday and continue our journey through life and to continue having faith in him..

I thank GOD for helping me through my daily stress at work and trying to keep the bad spirit and negativeness away from me....

I thank GOD for my job and my promotion...

I thank GOD for my family and my friends he brought into my life...

I thank GOD for getting rid of the phony people I had in my life, that was holding me back....

Thank you GOD for loving me for me even though I have sin and done wrong..

Thank you GOD for still accepting me even though I continue to sin...

Thank you GOD for believing in me and knows that I am trying my best to be a better person to those around me and especially to my parents..

THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE AND CONTINUE DOING FOR ME AND THE ONES IN MY LIFE!!

Link

What's wrong with these celebrities?

2008-11-27T16:50:00.000-08:00

One thing I don't understand, why does some artists have to be so ..so complicated about things and gotta make things extra just because they have money and popular and noone would not say or have certain opinions about them..

We all know everybody are different and maybe some choses to be different and not have to be like others, but at the same time some people chose to be so different that it's rediculous...

When I first heard the new beyonce "single ladies" I thought it was stupid...I don't think this song nor the video made sense at all. I know she's a great artist and she's beautiful, and talented but this one and "if I were a boy"? is that it?..I was like "what the hell?" I was confused-didn't Ciara made a song (if I was a boy) or something like that before? I don't know. Am I the only one that feels like that or what? AND BEFORE YOU START ASSUMING THINGS..I AM NOT JEALOUS OR "HATIN'" ON HER OR ANYONE. I just think her two last songs doesn't make sense at all. Like I said she is a wonderful artist but come on now beyonce!

By the way what's up with the "Sasha Fierce" anyway?

I was reading something on spinner about her and I totally agree-what's up with her "alter-ego" anyway? lol..what, everyone has an 'alter-ego now? Smhh..

Just read on..

Alter-Egomaniacs: Singers and Their Split Personalities

Why do so many singers adopt a second persona, either onstage or in real life? It could be they just can't cope with being their usual selves sometimes -- or, more likely, it's that they're overflowing with more talent than it's fair for just one individual to possess.

Beyoncé aka Sasha Fierce

Beyoncé's new double album, 'I Am ... Sasha Fierce,' is the work of two artists. On one side, the refined megastar we all know simply as Beyoncé. On the other, a brash, sexy newcomer named, you guessed it, Sasha Fierce. Surprise -- they're the same person! As Beyoncé puts it, "Sasha Fierce is the fun, more sensual, more aggressive, more outspoken, more glamorous side that comes out ... when I'm on the stage"

Link http://music.aol.com/video/single-ladies-aol-sessions/beyonce/2322035

My L word..

2008-11-26T14:44:00.000-08:00

I am back. Seems like I haven't been on here in a while I just been so busy lately with work and when I get off or off I rather nap or sleep and read...So excuse me if I'm not about internet or myspace and so on (there are more important things)..and that's my opinion anyway ::shrugs::

But I just have to post this on my blog....

Does anyone ever heard of that show (HBO) call "the L word"? Well the L word is one of my favorite shows on HBO. I am sure somewhere or you must have heard it from someone or maybe you happened to flipped to HBO and seen a preview of the show. Well it is a lesbian show which anyone who just like drama, chaos, and love beautiful ppl watches it.

Well the L word is full of it-lovers, cheaters (a lot), liars, losers, sisters, best friends that happens to know one another. they all had a little bit of each other ehhh....but all are best friends in some ways.

and I am so excited for season sixth to come out (Jan. 9th) unfortunately would be their last season :(

anyway feel free to click on the link that's on the bottom of this page and take a tour on their page...enjoy the visit ::smiles::

I would first like to introduce Jennifer Beals as Bette Porter: She is such a great actress, and I know I don't have to mention how beautiful she is as well as talented. She is a mother, a lover and unfortunately a cheater....very successful and powerful. And she is beautiful in person (all are). Helena Peabody played by Rachel Shelley: Beautiful, intelligent. She is a mother, a lover, a cheater, a fighter and a convict lol....she was also known to prey over Tina (Bette's wife)....yeah season six (last and short season would definetaly include more casts members... there goes the beautiful, talented, gorgeous, sophisticated, sultry women that we all would love to be around of and socialized with....Bette,Shane, alice, Kit, Tina, Dana, and Jenny.....go feminists lol....we make the world a better place ::watching out so I won't get my head chopped by anyone who takes offense to it..

and there goes me right between Alice and Kit lol....

Now I would love for you to take a look at each character and see how beautiful each and everyone of them are :) aren't they lovely....

now from bottom left:

Erin daniels played as Dana Fairbanks, Leisha Haileyas as Alice pieszecki, Jennifer Beals as Bette Porter, Katherine Moennig as Shane McCutcheon.....

now top left:

Sarah Shahi played as Carmen de la Pica Morales, Mia Kirshner as Jenny Schecter, Laurel Holloman as Tina Kennard, Rachel Shelley as Helena Peabody, Pam Grier as Kit Porter. So after all I will keep an eye on this show and maybe and just maybe the producer might re-think of coming out with a seventh season ::smiles::

Link

http://www.thelword.com/

www.myspace.com/thelword

2008-11-11T17:17:00.000-08:00

::::listening to "bye bye"::: yup that's Mariah Carey baby :)

this song really helps me when I'm down and out of it..-someone I really loved and still do and cared about hurt me, thought they were in the relationship with me but I found out I was alone in it*

But I know I will be ok..

I had a beautiful short day today...Mmmm!!

I am very relaxed now about but, cold out and nice and warm inside....sippin' on my wine ::licking lips::

There's something I haven't revealed to you yet..

My friends thinks I'm weird for loving an artist so much, well I wouldn't call it weird or I'm a stalker, or even obsessed-I'm sure there's one of you out there that has a favorite artist that you love so much and knows each and every song (lyrics)..:::one eyebrow raises::

But she is lovely, beautiful, talented, intelligent and beautiful from head to toe, inside and out :)

As much as I would love to go on and on about her and tell you a little about her it would take me hourse to do this, but you can check her out on her site.

oh for my Mariah Carey fan out there I'm sure you'll want to check this out..she'lll be performing....enjoy

Mariah to Perform at 36th Annual “American Music Awards” November 23 on ABC Category: Music Dick Clark productions president, Orly Adelson, announced today that Mariah Carey will perform at the 2008 American Music Awards."We are thrilled to have Mariah perform at this year's AMAs. She is one of the best female vocalists of our time and her performances never fail to delight and surprise the audience," said AMA producer Larry Klein. Carey's smash hits, "Touch My Body" and "Bye Bye," resulted in a 1 debut on the Billboard 200 albums chart for her latest effort, E=MC². Carey reached an historic career achievement earlier this year when her single "Touch My Body" became her 18th 1 hit on the Billboard Hot 100, surpassing one of the most enduring chart records in Billboard history, Elvis Presley's 17 1's. The 11th studio album of her career, E=MC² is Carey's follow-up to The Emancipation of Mimi, which sold over 10 million copies worldwide and reached 1 on the Billboard Hot 200. Released in April 2005, Mimi was Soundscan's biggest-selling album of the year which brought total sales of Mariah's albums, singles and videos to over 160 million worldwide, making her the top-selling female recording artist in history. In addition to performing Mariah is nominated for an AMA in the following categories:Favorite Female Artist – Pop or Rock MusicFavorite Album – Soul/Rhythm & Blues Music: E=MC²The show will be hosted by Jimmy Kimmel and broadcast live from the NOKIA Theatre L.A. LIVE on SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 23 (8:00-11:00 p.m. ET/PT) on ABC. This year's AMA tickets and VIP ticket packages are now on sale at www.ticketmaster.com or call 1-877-AEG-TICKETS.

funny thing is to see how much I love her as an artist I've never seen her perform...maybe one day...her next event...I would just love to be at one of her shows one day-would be the greatests gift ever!!!

check her out..

Link

www.mariahcarey.com

www.myspace.com/mariahcarey

P_LOCA'S VIEW

27 things about MOI!!

Shytty feeling!

Does GOD really test ppl?-why me? I want the help I can't be tested!

Decided! Sorry for the weak ones ☺

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVING NATHALIE!!

BLAH!!!

...So far my saturday..

Disappointed *SIGHS*

forgiven-HELP!! WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!

BLESS monday :)

Missed this CREATIVE world:)***I'm BACK!!

the importance of MOM and true FRIENDS!!

How annoying-ughhh!!

Plane crash into Hudson River-thanks to pilot!

Thank you GOD for another year!

grateful for this christmas

at least someone has the courage to do something!

the yes..and the not so yes for a holiday event..

How would you start?

WE ARE ONE WORLD AFTER ALL..BE SAFE!!

Chateau Bellegrave relaxes me..what about you?

Very Thankful!

What's wrong with these celebrities?

My L word..

Disappointed SIGHS