HAPPY NEW YEAR-THANK YOU!

..*sippin' on my home-made soy latte* as I'm typing this...

....so the year is really ending huh? SMH! seems like it was a couple of days ago 2008 just ended but now '09 is leaving us? :)

for some reason I am a little sad about it because the same way I'd love to know and experience what '10 has in store for me but at the same time I'm sort of not ready-does that make sense? Although 2009 brought pain here and there at the same time it was a wonderful year for me. I can't sit here and complain about it being the "worst year" when it wasn't really-after all we control and make our own decisions and know whats best for us so who could I possibly blame?-MYSELF!

This year brought joy..happiness..surprises..hurt...disappointments..great ppl intpo my life, I am grateful for all!

This year brought back good ppl into my life, people I thought I'd never see/in contact with-thank you GOD!

I've decided to leave certain bad habits, people behind with 2009.

Sometimes writing it down really helps and I promise myself this will be the last time I will mention this-someone I truly considered a sister-a besti betrayed me and even though I tried soo hard but it felt like I was forcing myself to even smile and create a conversation with her so I had to let her go. I am sure people are going to be who they are and there are some grimey ones that has no shame in their shitty games-all good though! with that said I let her go months ago respectfully :)

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...don't you ever experience something like-you have a friend and everything is cool...cool to the point that you start having interests in the person and started dating and the interests is intensed then things happen somehow it didn't work out-understandable! because it happens..because it's life. Somehow the miscommunication was a big problem-the assumptions was a big problem! now you're not even friends with the person...I know for a fact I don't do my friends any wrong, I'm not going to be the one that betrays anyone or push anyone out of my life for no reason..why?

I honestly can admit I miss our friendship..I really do and the times we spent, somehow we have things in common but because you failed to get to know me and understand me you never get to see it...I know I am history to you and you got what you wanted (me out of your life) I'm sure you're happy now-good for you!

hope you and your loved ones have a bless new year!

*clears throat*

ok...ummm moving on right..that's what we have to do sometimes :)

I would love to thank everyone for the person they are and for accepting me for my weird..crazy and sometimes asshole ways :)

THIS IS TO THE WONDERFUL PPL IN MY LIFE-YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

*THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE!

*THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME THINGS I NEVER KNEW!

*THANK YOU FOR THE REALITY CHECK!

*THANK YOU FOR KEEPING UP WITH ME AND MY WAYS!

*THANK YOU FOR HURTING ME TO MAKE ME SEE WHAT I NEEDED TO WORK ON!

*THANK YOU TO THE ASSHOLES FOR MAKING ME SEE WHO YOU REALLY ARE :)

*THANK YOU FOR SEEING THE INNOCENCE IN ME!

*THANK YOU FOR A SECOND CHANCE!

*THANK YOU FOR BELIEVING IN ME!

*THANK YOU FOR BEING HONEST WITH ME EVEN IF IT HURTS-KEEP ON!

*THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU AND THANK YOU FOR ALL!

I LOVE YOU!

...I am ready for 2010 and for whats in store for me :)

I plan on being a better person to the ones in my life...I will certainly work-on my faults and things that seriously needed work on!

...as I'm leaving you guys right now I'd love to wish everyone A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR AND SEE YA NEXT TIME :)

THANKS FOR SHOWING THE LOVE.....

*EXITING OUT*

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RIP Brittany Murphy-may GOD help the family this holiday season and so on!

I just feel like I have to post this up. No I didn't know her personally nor was she was my favorite actress but I've seen some of the shows/movies she was in.

I know she was a young talented individual...I know she was a great actress....what really happened?

TMZ "Brittany Murphy, who starred in popular films like 'Clueless,' 'Sin City' and others in recent years, has reportedly died of cardiac arrest at the age of 32.

Murphy, left, had her breakthrough role in 'Clueless,' the hit 1995 teen comedy starring Alicia Silverstone. She played the ditzy but love-hungry Tai. She also acted alongside Eminem in the rapper's autobiographical film '8 Mile.'

Murphy got a bit more serious in 1999 with her role in 'Girl, Interrupted.' She played a mental institution patient along with Angelina Jolie and Winona Ryder.

The 911 call reporting the incident was made from the home of Simon Monjack, who Murphy married in 2007. RadarOnline is reporting that Monjack himself made the phone call, and that the Los Angeles Coroner's office is launching an investigation into Murphy's death. The police "could not say whether it would point to any criminal conduct," Los Angeles Times sources say.According to TMZ, Murphy's mom found the actress in the shower and that paramedics administered CPR at the home and on the way to the hospital. Los Angeles Fire Department spokesman Devon Gale tells the Associated Press that the call was made at 8 a.m. on Sunday, and that one person was transported to a hospital.Murphy's publicist, Nicole Perna, released a statement on Sunday saying: "In this time of sadness, the family thanks you for your love and support. It is their wish that you respect their privacy."Murphy made her big splash in Hollywood in 1995's 'Clueless,' in which she played the ditzy character Tai. She went on to co-star in popular films like 'Girl, Interrupted' with Angelina Jolie and '8 Mile,' where she played Eminem's love interest. She was also the voice of Luanne Platter for more than 230 episodes of the popular Fox cartoon sitcom 'King of the Hill.'Aside from acting, Murphy also dabbled in music occasionally. In 2006, she scored a hit by pairing up with DJ Paul Oakenfold on the song 'Faster Kill Pussycat,' which became a club staple. She also covered two songs -- including Queen's 'Somebody to Love' -- in the animated movie 'Happy Feet.'Ashton Kutcher, who shared the screen with Murphy in 2003's 'Just Married' and also dated her, spoke out on his Twitter to remember his friend. "See you on the other side kid ... 2day the world lost a little piece of sunshine. My deepest condolences go out 2 Brittany's family, her husband, & her amazing mother Sharon," Kutcher wrote

The holiday is here where everyone is celebrating, shopping and ready to have a bless holiday with their loved ones but it's unfortunate for her family to deal with a loss insead od being happy :(

....I keep saying and do believe life is too short for us to take things for grantyed and not love one another.

I thank my LORD for all he has done for me, my family and my friends-couldn't asked for more.

May the LORD help her family thru their lost! Link

PRICELESS-I LOVE TWITTER....THANKS GUYS :)

....so I shouldn't care and really don't care about Mr. Woods business! but since everyone is so soaked up and drowned in his business plus I need to update the blog a bit with something FUNNY! so WHY NOT right? ...SO WHAT HE CHEATED? LIKE OTHERS GUYS DON'T...SO WHAT HE HAD MISTRESSES? COULD IT BE BECAUSE HE'S FAMOUS THAT EVERYONE IS SOAKED UP IN HIS BUSINESS OR BECAUSE HE SEEMED LIKE A NICE, RESPECTFUL DECENT HUMAN BEING THAT Y'ALL ALL SURPRISED? ..YES EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES AND FUCK UP SO FUCKING WHAT? WHO CARES? ON THE SAME NOTE HE'S FUCKED-UP FOR KEEPING ALL THESE SKELETON'S IN HIS CLOSET (YEP THE CLOSET IS TOO FULL) LOL..... I KNOW Y'ALL PROBABLY LIKE "SHE'S SAYING EVERYONE IS SOAKED ABOUT HIS BIZ BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU FOR WRITING THIS POST?" WELL I'M MAINLY POSTING THIS BECAUSE OF THIS PIC LOL......SO THIS PIC IS GOING AROUND ON TWITTER-THAT REALLY MADE MY WEEK, EVERY TIME I LOOK AT IT I LAUGH SO HARD 'TILL MY FACE HURTS SMH! I LOVE TWITTER AND THE PPL ON THERE..THEY KEEP ME ON MY FEET AND SANE LMFAO! SO ENJOY THE PIC AND BE NICE! *WINK*

that made my whole week :)

I'm in bed now about to fall asleep, but before I do I would like to mention one thing and I am glad for. Thanks to FB I found my H.S best friend. We were very close but somehow and don't know what really happened but we lost contact. We did get in contact after H.S years but don't know what really happened Hmm!
Anyway right, so I found her on FB and I am glad I did, I used to think about her all the time and wondered what she was up to and hope life was great on her end. She said she felt the same way and glad she reconnect with me (no not that way-strictly platonic)!
..Now I'm thinking everything happens for a reason-to see how I thought I had a best friend who I knew you can say literally longer than my best friend from H.S now ..you'd think me and last "best friend" would still be friends?-NOPE! She betrayed me and hurt me...we're not even friends anymore-she was being immature about certain things and I had to make it clear to her nicely :)
..Anywho like I was saying everything happened for a reason. I lose a friend and GOD blessed me with another...ppl come and go out of your life which I can't seem to figure out why really? I wish I knew someone more than 5 or 6 years and to still be tight with-I am ashamed to even mentioned *shrugs* but it's the truth. I know it's not me, I'm not a bad person-the thing is I am too nice and always try to be there and put others before me which I'm learning not to do anymore!

*yawns* ..I wonder what else GOD has in store for me....waiting patiently.....
Goodnight world!
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