Another thanksgiving hmm!

Wow! Time truly is flying by, it was just Christmas the other day (that's what it seems like)-not sure if I'm ready for all the holiday nonsense though. 

Even though I should complain a bit but maybe I should save it for now. 

I should be thankful for my health along with my family's health. I am also thankful for my family who has my back no matter what happens. I am thankful for my job (yeah I am even though sometimes I want to give up but nah!), the few true friends I have in my corners that believe in me and accepts me for who I am-thank you! 

...believe it or not I am also thankful to the ones that hurts me along the way-hard way to teach me a lesson but that's how I've grown and still am growing-I appreciate the shit you put me through and I'm still standing.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING ALL AND BE SAFE! 

I will never forget you and I will always love you my sweetheart.

I'm sorry you had to go like this.. You've never gotten a chance to live life-I will forever miss you my first love ❤

From that little time I've known of you and loved you felt like you were....

I'm on my couch crying and missing you and what I'm actually going through because of you-I don't blame you, it wasn't your fault my little innocent one. 

..... I can't think anymore-I'm so sorry my love. 

You have no idea how much I miss you even though I've only caught a glimpsed of you this two times-you are beautiful. 

I'm so sorry again, I love you and always will just remember that. 

.. lil bit of positivity always gives me life

After this long crazy somewhat drama-filled "trip".. That "get-away" which was supposed to be my birthday gift to myself turned to total shit.

Thank to Evelyn for posting this on her blog-yes I stole it :-)

Those little words was just what I wanted.

Every little bit helps.

Hope everyone had a nice safe weekend.
Mine was safe just shitty-but I'll have to look on the bright side it could've been worst. Thank god I am able to see another day and that's all that matters.

#random THANK YOU!

This post is a THANK YOU post to the people that took the time out of their busy lives to stop by here to show me the love and support. THANK YOU!

THANK YOU to the ones that I personally know-for believing in my writing even when I sometimes don't but your true words of encouragements always keeps me sane.

You know my passion is writing and the goals I want to achieve.

I sometimes have this fear......actually not sure but I believe if I continue and work harder and keep pushing God will have something in store for me.

There's someone specific who frequent my blogs and I think I have a clue who you are but you just don't leave a comment-THANK YOU for stopping by anyway :-)

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Royal wedding-Am I the only one that doesn't care? but good luck to both of you!

....Am I the only pone that doesn't care about the Prince's wedding onm Friday?

I honestly don't care about such things. So what two people are getting married..I don't know them...it won't change anything for me! *shrugs*

Some folks are making a big deal about it smh!

..but for the ones that missed it (which I'm sure you haven't-enjoy)

" NEW YORK — Nearly 23 million Americans rose early on Friday to watch Prince William and Kate Middleton tie the knot. The Nielsen Co. said the 22.76 million viewers were spread out over 11 different networks. The company's measurement was for the period of 6 a.m. to 7:15 a.m. EDT, when the ceremony was taking place.

Nielsen did not have an estimate of how many people watched worldwide. Websites reported high traffic, too. ABCNews.com said it's online traffic Friday was its highest since the 2008 presidential election. And, E! Online said its 23.6 million page views on Friday was its most ever.

The wedding was telecast on ABC, CBS, NBC, Telemundo, Univision, BBC America, CNN, E! Entertainment, Fox News Channel, MSNBC and TLC."

A quick hello!

Hello world! I am back...I know you all missed me *wink* How are you guys and gals doing? What's new? ...now on my end all is great with me. My mom came back all well. ...wel so is my dad-ughhh! now with him now is something else. As much as I love the miserable man I would sort of ok if he was still over there (lord forgive me). Don't get me wrong I appreciate him and he's a great father but when he starts talking and nagging it's like I want to get away..he never seems to know when to STOP yapping! If I had Oprah's money I'd send him away for a while to go on a vacation. Seems to me he'smore happy back home and it's weird..Hmm! well he feels more at home and at peace. Hope you all are ready to have a wonderful productive fall and winter-I am so ready :-)

MOURNING FOR MY AYITI CHERIE!

THE ORIGINAL COLOR OF THE FLAG WAS BLACK AND RED..BUT AFTER OUR FREEDOM IT HAS CHANGED TO BLUE AND RED

THE FIRST SLAVE TO BE FREE-DRINKING BLOOD!!!

THE MAP OF HAITI

As you all may already know about the sadness..the struggles..the suffering Haiti is experiencing right now. It is bleeding..it's in a coma GOD only knows for how long. It is crying blood-it has been crying blood since 1957. It has been suffering for decades now. It has been asking and needed help for years now. No one cared about it. No one cared about the ppl, their struggles their needs. No one gave a SHIT about it.

It is a country too-there are ppl living in it, human beings like yourself who has feelings..heart and all are GOD's child like yourself!!!

It is very sad and truly hurts the Haitian community..the natives to see something so tragic had to happen in order for others to give a SHIT about us, about the country!-That's fucking sad!! Fucking crazy!

I remember back in the '90s. When I was in school how some Haitians were afraid and embarrassed to say they're Haitian even to come out and say they speak creole although they were in a bilangual class SMH!-fucking sad. I remember asking some of my haitian classmates why they were afraid/ashamed to let others know they're haitians...I was never given an answer untill I overheard "others don't like haitians. You'll get beat up and discriminated against if they know you're haitian"-me: the type of person that I am I just laughed it off and be who I am. I didn't care what others thought-how come I never get a beat up? LOL Funny thing was my friends that used to help me out with my english (oh boy was it bad LOL) but the ones that used to be there for me were ashamed to reveal where they're from. There was this war between the Haitians and the Jamaicans-sad but true.

Anyhow I won't get into a story with you about this crazy shit. All I can say is that it's fucking sad.

My question was and still sometimes wonder is how come other races never gave us a hard time-it's always our blk race...why do we have to hate against one another? Your background doesn't make you better than me!

Even now who were the first one to reached out to us during our struggles? Ummmm... Ok we know it wasn't our own race SMFH!!

I miss my country. Last year I told my dad I need to go for a week and visit in Aug. coming up. I still want to go. My dad is actually leaving on tuesday that's if AA doesn't call him for the 4th times to cancel his flight LOL-I truly think that's a sign for him not to go right now-that stubborn man refused to listen!

I would also like to mention something that's been bothering me-why? Because I shouldn't have to be in pain like that. My parents always say "The only way to find out you have good friends and people in your life is when you're going through something". And they are right. People I thought were my good friends and cared about me didn't even text anything to check on me and tp see how I'm doing *sighs* I understand I'm not a child or anything but friends are supposed to be there. Ohhh! I guess I'm the one that's always gotta be there huh? Hmm! I see. I know now!

What I don't understand i s why are some people keep comapring the Haiti disaster with Katrina? Katrina was horrible and very sad. Both are VERY HORRIBLE! like my friend Tani said "Haiti's disaster is another level". Haiti's is a nation that went down!! So for the ones that doesn't give a shit or don't think they have to care because it's not their country or they don't know the language YOU NEED THE LORD IN YOUR LIFE FOR REALLLL!

YOU DON'T HAVE TO KNOW SOMEONE...YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THE NATIVE..YOU DON'T HAVE TO KNOW THE LANGUAGE TO TRY TO HELP...EVEN PRAY FOR THEM!

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR SUPPORT-LOVE-HELP-TO FINALLY REALIZED WE'RE HUMAN BEINGS THAT NEEDS YOUR HELP!!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL FOR ALL YOU'RE DOING-DONE TO HELP!

YOU CAN ALWAYS HELP BY TEXTING YELE TO 501 501 (WYCLEF'S ORGANIZATION) IT'S ONLY $5. SOME MAY NOT HAVE IT..HOW ABOUT A PRAYER THEN! :)

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HAPPY NEW YEAR-THANK YOU!

..*sippin' on my home-made soy latte* as I'm typing this...

....so the year is really ending huh? SMH! seems like it was a couple of days ago 2008 just ended but now '09 is leaving us? :)

for some reason I am a little sad about it because the same way I'd love to know and experience what '10 has in store for me but at the same time I'm sort of not ready-does that make sense? Although 2009 brought pain here and there at the same time it was a wonderful year for me. I can't sit here and complain about it being the "worst year" when it wasn't really-after all we control and make our own decisions and know whats best for us so who could I possibly blame?-MYSELF!

This year brought joy..happiness..surprises..hurt...disappointments..great ppl intpo my life, I am grateful for all!

This year brought back good ppl into my life, people I thought I'd never see/in contact with-thank you GOD!

I've decided to leave certain bad habits, people behind with 2009.

Sometimes writing it down really helps and I promise myself this will be the last time I will mention this-someone I truly considered a sister-a besti betrayed me and even though I tried soo hard but it felt like I was forcing myself to even smile and create a conversation with her so I had to let her go. I am sure people are going to be who they are and there are some grimey ones that has no shame in their shitty games-all good though! with that said I let her go months ago respectfully :)

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...don't you ever experience something like-you have a friend and everything is cool...cool to the point that you start having interests in the person and started dating and the interests is intensed then things happen somehow it didn't work out-understandable! because it happens..because it's life. Somehow the miscommunication was a big problem-the assumptions was a big problem! now you're not even friends with the person...I know for a fact I don't do my friends any wrong, I'm not going to be the one that betrays anyone or push anyone out of my life for no reason..why?

I honestly can admit I miss our friendship..I really do and the times we spent, somehow we have things in common but because you failed to get to know me and understand me you never get to see it...I know I am history to you and you got what you wanted (me out of your life) I'm sure you're happy now-good for you!

hope you and your loved ones have a bless new year!

*clears throat*

ok...ummm moving on right..that's what we have to do sometimes :)

I would love to thank everyone for the person they are and for accepting me for my weird..crazy and sometimes asshole ways :)

THIS IS TO THE WONDERFUL PPL IN MY LIFE-YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

*THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE!

*THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME THINGS I NEVER KNEW!

*THANK YOU FOR THE REALITY CHECK!

*THANK YOU FOR KEEPING UP WITH ME AND MY WAYS!

*THANK YOU FOR HURTING ME TO MAKE ME SEE WHAT I NEEDED TO WORK ON!

*THANK YOU TO THE ASSHOLES FOR MAKING ME SEE WHO YOU REALLY ARE :)

*THANK YOU FOR SEEING THE INNOCENCE IN ME!

*THANK YOU FOR A SECOND CHANCE!

*THANK YOU FOR BELIEVING IN ME!

*THANK YOU FOR BEING HONEST WITH ME EVEN IF IT HURTS-KEEP ON!

*THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU AND THANK YOU FOR ALL!

I LOVE YOU!

...I am ready for 2010 and for whats in store for me :)

I plan on being a better person to the ones in my life...I will certainly work-on my faults and things that seriously needed work on!

...as I'm leaving you guys right now I'd love to wish everyone A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR AND SEE YA NEXT TIME :)

THANKS FOR SHOWING THE LOVE.....

*EXITING OUT*

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