P_LOCA'S VIEW

... in the meantime SSshhh!

2012-01-22T20:15:00.001-08:00

So I think I have a clue on what's in store for me this winter/spring :-)

I would love to share it all with y'all but I always jinx myself.

I promise to share with y'all when it happened.. In the meantime I'll shush lol

HAPPY NEW YEAR-2012

2011-12-31T15:39:00.000-08:00

Before I head out tonight- last night of 2011. I'd like to wish everyone and their loved ones a Happy New YEAR. May you all get to see a better year and be bless. This last night I won't make any resolutions (althought I pray and wish for certain things) but I'll keep all to myself. I would like to thank GOD for blessing me with my family, good friends even associates in my life. My good health, my job in this shitty economy. And last but not least I am grateful for the things I've already accomplished :-) and I am so ready to take whatever risks there is to accomplish more. .....I would also like to thank the people that stopped by in past couple of 3 years on my blogs-thank you for even trying to be nosy. Your luv is truly appreciated. God bless you all and let's make 2012 a better year all.

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Christmas shopping?

2011-12-18T09:21:00.000-08:00

So I think I'm the only one on this planet that haven't done her Christmas shopping yet. Not that I have a list with 10 people on it.

I already got my parents and siblings which are more important-got them out the way.

Now I have two of my favorite co-workers, my friend from Cali and maybe my "boss" that's if I have any larjan left after I got the co-workers and my friend from Cali lol. She better be praying haaa haa!

I will be doing my own Christmas shopping after the holidays, as a matter of fact since I'm taking the 9th off to take my dad to the airport I think I'll just take the advantage of doing my shopping then. I can wait.

Do It Yourself: Homemade Hair Deep Conditioner Apple Cider Vinegar, Eggs...

2011-12-10T18:51:00.000-08:00

I just love this chick. Her videos are awesome and very inspiring, educational and helpful :-) If you're natural please make sure to subscribe ASAP! I am natural and I love my soft naturals. Watching her videos each and every time makes me appreciate my softness more and more. I've learned a lot and I'm sure there are more to come and thats why I subscribed :-) Link

Natasha Bedingfield - No Mozart

2011-12-03T17:20:00.000-08:00

So it's me again, I'd like to share this song with ya'll. It's miss Beddingfield again-she's amazing! Link

My home-made hair and body butter

2011-12-03T15:44:00.000-08:00

Hey world,

How is everyone doing?

Hope you all are having a fantastic Saturday.

Ok this is somewhat of a review of the products I have for my natural hair. I should've done that a long time ago but since I'm not lazy anymore so here I am-why not?

By the way I use other things to conditioned and moisturerized my hair but this is mainly a review on my home-made hair and body butter I decided to make after I read and viewed some very educational videos on YouTube on to maintain soft naturals.

The first picture is a picture of organic coconut oil. Now the second picture is the pure African Shea butter. You can use both for either your hair or skin. I use both for my hair and body-it keeps the hair soft and moisturized even though I have other source of moisturizers for my hair.

I actually had this "review" as my status yesterday and a lot of my friends wanted to know how i made it, so I wrote somewhat a novel lol.

.....so here I am posting it for the world to read on about my hair and body butter that I made in my own kitchen :-) yep all natural.

"The stuff that I got to make it was pure organic coconut oil, African Shea butter (yes the real one because there is a big difference in the smell although they look the same), jojoba oil, extra virgin olive oil (a teaspoon but again it all depends on how much you're planning on making). I also add two drops of my pure Moroccan oil because I love it and it does wonders for my hair. Just heat up the coconut oil for about 10 seconds not too hot but just enough for it to softens up a little then you mixed the coconut oil and Shea butter and use an egg beater. After That's when you put the oils in after and beat it up again then put it in your container and freeze it up for about two hrs. *it's going to have an odor to some that might be an unpleasant smell but I don't mind it, it's not bad it's just doesn't smell great. But if the smell bothers you that much jut add maybe two drops of one of the essential oils (peppermint, Rosemary) or whatever you want".

Lady Like By Amber Ojeda produced by Shammy Dee

2011-11-26T18:43:00.000-08:00

Hello again world! Hope everyone is having a fantastic Saturday night. I am by being home and relaxing and trying to maintain sane. Now my friends and associates that haven't heard from me please don't take anything personal. It's not you, you haven't done anything wrong. I need some space and time for myself. Lately I've been under a lot of stress, I know some may think what stress? I don't have kids, a house or any major responsibilities BUT that means NOTHING! Just because I don't have little brats to take care of or any other major responsibilities does NOT mean anything. I am a grown ass woman with other responsibilities too-DAMN! School to deal with, assholes at work, personal home issues, and so on and so forth. Most importantly GOALS that must be achieved. The problem is good things takes too long to happened-well with me that is. DISCLAIMER: punishment has nothing to do with harming myself or others (NOT THAT TYPE SO GET IT RIGHT!) SO what I'm doing is putting myself under somewhat a "Val's personal punishment"-don't think ya'll need to know what the punishment is. I promise once I've accomplished something I'll share that with you all :-) Thank you for trying to understand at least. For the judgemental asses-go ahead and do ya job :-) I know some may think what does this song "Ladylike" have to do with my post? well that's the modd I'm in-Neo Soul all day babii :-) Link

My first black Friday experience :-)

2011-11-26T10:11:00.000-08:00

Look at the picture on your left, what do you see? You see a green hard shell super durable expensive looking luggage right? Well the green-super durable part is right, now the expensive part-nope! This luggage I actually got yesterday (black friday-which I was one of the fools that participated). I actually got this at Marshall's at the Atlantic Center mall. My first store I visited yesterday was Marshall's (which was a crazy mess with reckless shoppers). I looked around a bit and BAMMM! there goes the luggage department. I needed a new luggage so why not? This is an Izode, hard shell. The regular price online is from $99-$250 but you won't believe how much I got it for-$69.99 with tax $76 something. Now you know that was a great deal. Not only it's a good brand but got it at an affordable price and at my favorite color- #SCORE lol. Now for the people that knows me they know I am very frugal. I will not spend $100 on a belt, not even a pair of jeans or shoes. I know some might think people should buy good shoes and spending close to it is not bad but why spend that much when I can get for less same brand elsewhere? I also got some other things too on sale. I went to Target which was a bigger mess because there were a few customers fighting over damn shopping carts-grown ass folks. Burlington Coat was another place I shopped at. It was a good first black friday for me-all that mattered to me was I didn't have to be up super early like some people but still got a few items at a great price-satisfied. Link http://www1.marshallsonline.com/tjx/about-us.asp

What are you thankful for?

2011-11-24T20:36:00.000-08:00

I know I might be a little late to even put this post up but whatever it's only 5 mins to midnight-does it matter at the end of the day? ummmmm... This thanksgiving me and the family didn't do much. My sister worked and everyone else did their own thing. It was no big deal for us-another thanksgiving which we celebrate it everyday just by being around each other. I am very thankful for the family I have althought we have our own issues-who doesn't? I am thankful for my health and their health. I am thankful for my job, after all in this economy :-) I am thankful for my friends and some associates I have. I AM ALSO THANKFUL THAT GOD MADE ME REALIZED I MUST WATCH OUT FOR SOME PEOPLE AND HELPING BY GETTING RID OF THEM :-) Now I would like to know what are you thankful for? feel free to comment anonymously or if you're a blogger go ahead and share with me. Thank you for stopping by. Link

Nose ring is finally healed-thanks Neosporin!

2011-11-13T14:41:00.000-08:00

Sometime ago maybe about two months now, before my LA trip back in August I think , I decided to get the nose pierced-OUCH for a few seconds. Honestly it's something I never thought of doing-ever! But for some reason I just went ahead and got it done-nope I wasn't drunk or anything. For some reason I thought "It's very sexy and I have the perfect nose for a ring". When I first entered the tattoo/piercing shop (one of the shops on St. Marks) I was so nervous but I made it inside anyway. It wasn't that bad how I expected it to be. It was very painful when the needle was being pushed in and as soon as it entered the nose I teared on that side-whew! It bled a little on that side and my piercer gave me some "cleaning advice" on how to take care of it. Now during the healing process I'm not sure what I did wrong but I woke up one day and discovered a bump, a pump is a minor keloid. Now the bump is somewhat a sign of infection and if it doesn't get taken care of it'll get worst. It didn't freak me out because my other unusual piercings I had bumps and they went away a couple of days later. This pump made me more self-conscious of my face and of course how others will look at me-after all it's a bump somewhere on the face-ewww! One of my co-workers (obviously had that issue) told me to use Neosporin. Thank God for Neosporin or else not sure what I'd do. I'm pretty sure the bump would've gone away after a couple of days or maybe week but the Neosporin got rid of it quicker and took the infection away. OMG it looked so funny like I was growimg a little nose on top of my left nose haaaa! ewww! Thanks to Miss Cano for recommending Neosporin, it all went away and my piercing is all nice and cute and ready to change the ring-thinking of a white gold diamond stud :-) Something small and simple-wouldn't want to look like those typical Baquisha LOL

Before you leave I have a link on the bottom on nos piercing-check it out please if you're thinking of getting your nose pierced.

Hope that was helpful.

Link http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.neosporin.com/firstaid/images/benefits_prodshot.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.neosporin.com/firstaid/neosporin.asp%3Fsec%3D0%26page%3D16&usg=__D_nMXgm6XunoH-5EQUGSUIjmwnY=&h=268&w=221&sz=9&hl=en&start=1&sig2=J5b6qod8kR1dRKeJt0dalw&zoom=1&tbnid=lBPmy31ZOmU05M:&tbnh=113&tbnw=93&ei=Pk3ATr3vM6rd0QGf7ZHYBA&prev=/search%3Fq%3Dneosporin%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DN%26tbm%3Disch&um=1&itbs=1

06. Neon Lights - Natasha Bedingfield - Strip Me

2011-11-06T19:53:00.000-08:00

I actually volunteered at one of her concerts at Irving over the spring-she's awesome! Now I'm sure I'm not the only one that has heard of her-she's one of my favorites besides Adele and a few others. I love this song omg! For some reason I always play this song first on my phone when I'm on the train-anywhere on a public transportation. enjoy!

#random THANK YOU!

2011-10-02T16:55:00.000-07:00

This post is a THANK YOU post to the people that took the time out of their busy lives to stop by here to show me the love and support. THANK YOU!

THANK YOU to the ones that I personally know-for believing in my writing even when I sometimes don't but your true words of encouragements always keeps me sane.

You know my passion is writing and the goals I want to achieve.

I sometimes have this fear......actually not sure but I believe if I continue and work harder and keep pushing God will have something in store for me.

There's someone specific who frequent my blogs and I think I have a clue who you are but you just don't leave a comment-THANK YOU for stopping by anyway :-)

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Washington, D.C. assesses earthquake damage

2011-08-28T20:33:00.000-07:00

WASHINGTON DC EARTHQUAKE FELT THROUGHOUT NYC, VA AND OTHER AREAS ON THE EAST COAST. Now who would thought "Earthquake in NYC?" Yes it happpened on August 23rd. I didn't know there was even an earthquake until some of the people in the building I work in kept asking if I felt the earthquake-my mouth literally dropped, I felt NOTHING! I'm pretty sure because I work on the first floor and they're upstairs past 5th floor. Below is a picture of how the earthquake did its damages. Also below is a video on the earthquake. Here are some of the damages from the DC 2011 earthquake.

"Preliminary reports are indicating that a 5.8 magnitude earthquake occurred in Virginia at 1:51 pm EDT., according to the USGS. Shaking has been reported as far north as New York. Reports of shaking have also been coming in from the New England area. According to the USGS, a magnitude 5.5 Eastern US earthquake can typically be felt as far as 300 miles away. The USGS reported that epicenter of the quake was located in Louisa, Va. just southeast of Charlottesville and northwest of Richmond. The U.S. Geological Survey said the earthquake was half a mile deep. Shaking was felt at the White House and all over the East Coast, as far south as Chapel Hill, N.C. Parts of the Pentagon, White House and Capitol were evacuated. There were no immediate reports of injuries."

Invite to LivingSocial

2011-08-19T20:03:00.000-07:00

Invite to LivingSocial Link

Absolut San Francisco

2011-08-14T17:50:00.000-07:00

Sometime last week I went to somewhat my nearest Wine & Spirit store to get one specific bottle for a friend (Absolute Brooklyn), now the saleswoman came out with Absolut San Fran I told her "Absolute BK" but then I took a closer look and asked her to come closer-yeah I did. I asked her "Ma'am is that San Francisco?" she said it was. I asked of course for the price and thank God it was no more than $20. So not only I got my friend's bottle but got my Absolut San Francisco :-) I came out happy haaaaa! ...for some reason I felt like I needed to get it not only because it's something I've never tried before but an "outsider drink" in my city-why not? I also feel some type of connection which I guess because I've been to SF before and fell in love with the city. I am glad I got it.

You can enjoy it with either OJ or just over ice because it's already flavored.

Absolut Creates San Francisco Vodka-YUMM!

"Just in time for San Francisco Gay Pride, Absolut Vodka has introduced a "limited" SF edition. Following on the heels of New Orleans, Loas Angeles, Boston, and (oddly enough) Brooklyn flavors, San Francisco is the fifth city to receive the company's boozy bottle honor. But does it taste good? Normally, flavored vodka taste like corn syrup-tinged diarrhea. (Some might say the same about plain vodka, but those types are usually pretentious mixologists. You need to ignore those people.) In an effort to review the allegedly hella-SF booze, we demanded a PR representative to deliver a free bottle of Absolut SF to our front door posthaste for immediate tasting. Well, not really. But close. And since we couldn't personally judge the stuff for review, because it was sent pro bono, we asked two dear friends / target audience subjects, a male homosexual and a super-cool bartender who prays at the bourbon altar, for their opinions. After sipping Absolut SF over ice, our gay pal said, "Hmm, not bad. But you know me. I'll drink anything." Our bartender friend, after sniffing and then taking a conservative pull form the bottle, revealed, "Hmm, not as bad as I thought it would be. Even kinda OK, I guess. I don't know." You hear that? "Even kinda OK." As for your SFist editor? Sure, we liked it. As with most people, we enjoy clear things that make us woozy. It's flavored with grape, dragon fruit and papaya, which, according to Alcademics, "were selected to represent the city by paying tribute to the Wine Country, and Asian and Latin cultures." A bottle runs $20 (which isn't bad at all)

Satisfaction

2011-07-21T06:40:00.001-07:00

It's about 11:54am here. As I'm writing this I'm actually in the lobby where I work at. I decided to take my break that early.

I'm here with a book in front of me and people watching-I love to people watch. You see the miserable ones who worked hard by being here, maybe the CEO in their company. Some I'm sure sacrificed a lot to be here and have a decent career but still not happy with their lives-sad isn't it? I can also spot the interns who are excited and feel to be here but little do they know when they actually stay for good they're going to be miserable like the ones I mentioned above. I spot the delivery guys, the flower crew who comes every month to change the flowers in our little "garden" area. I see them all-in all actuality not everyone is happy and satisfy with their lives. You first get your dream career/job of course you're going to feel blessed and some do feel blessed to still have a good job that has great benefits, perks and more in this shitty economy where people are getting laid-off from left to right-well I'm one of those people.

I've been with one of the prestigious company that's known all over the world for a very long time-it is just a "job" but then again what the company offers-not just any "jobs" offers. That I'm grateful for.

Sometimes I can be ungrateful-thanks to some of the different characters I have to deal with on a regular ---> {sarcasm attached} I love my job and what it has to offer. This job requires you to be a people person and I guess cause I'm a people person might be one of the reasons I love it.

What I'm saying is not everyone is happy/grateful with what they have/achieved. We all live different lifestyles but as human beings we can never be satirist with the things we're blessed with.

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Closure

2011-07-19T23:20:00.001-07:00

It's Wednesday already-whew! Am I the only one that believes that time is flying? This year is going so fast and I wonder what's in store for me this fall. Well I kinda know but not sure.

A lot is going on-well no that's a lie. I meant I have a lot on my mind.

Question: Have you ever been in a situation where even though things seemed to turned out ok but deep down inside it's really not? You actually want to have a seat with the person face to face and bring the problem/situation up and put it down on the table?

The best feeling EVER is to clear things out and have that lift off of your shoulders....

.... I want that so bad right now.... I do forgive but I'll be better once the matter is discussed and both of us come to an understanding you know.

Life *sigh*

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HAPPY 4TH I GUESS-READY TO EAT?

2011-07-04T09:22:00.000-07:00

Good afternoon world! HAPPY 4TH ALL!!

I honestly care about the BBQS.....drinks and gathering around the holidays.

May you all have a safe 4th :-)

My DC Trip-too bad no pics now

2011-06-30T20:04:00.000-07:00

......so I've decided to catch up on my blog today and why not do it at a good time other than today-after all I'm off...nothing to actually do..why not? ..wait this blog (the last time I updated it it was supposed to be a "random" one right?) I recently went to DC, to get away from my usual NY life. I surely went alone like I did when I went to SF last spring. It was somewhat a solo trip that really enjoyed. ....like I always say and believe sometimes you don't need a group of friends/people to have a good time-I believe it all depends on the person that you are-which I am very responsible, mature, smart, independent so I was good. I actualy took a couple of pictures and I was trying to upload here but somehow it wouldn't work-sucks! I guess I'll have to try it another time. I had an amazing time. I visited the Smithsonian, the Monumet and The White House (which I couldn't get too close), next time I'll have to book a tour to visit the inside. I really had a great time. Believe it or not I love museums :-) I'd really like to get away again...which I'm planning on. It's always good to get away once in a while you know. yeah...... Link

I can already smell a great summer :-)

2011-06-12T20:55:00.001-07:00

Hello world!

How are you all doing? I need to frequent here more to save my sanity lol....

I'm actually up to catch up one this blog and my movie blog as well :-)

.... Wait am I the only one that feels like it's going to be a great summer? Yeah me... It's going to be an eventful one.. Not only I'll be going places also I won't have to break the banks Haaaaa! I'm serious :-)

So my mom is enjoying her time back home on vacation visiting family and friends. I miss her dearly :-( gosh I can't think about this right now. That's my love.

I'm glad she left because she needed to get away and visit family and friends but also it's going to be a crazy summer-the heat isn't good for her.

I know y'all probably think it's hotter over there-it may be but there's no humidity, cool breeze with the sun. It's like spring over there.

I know for sure it's going to be a productive, eventful summer and lord I am ready!

Until next time world *kisses*

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Royal wedding-Am I the only one that doesn't care? but good luck to both of you!

2011-05-01T19:37:00.000-07:00

....Am I the only pone that doesn't care about the Prince's wedding onm Friday?

I honestly don't care about such things. So what two people are getting married..I don't know them...it won't change anything for me! *shrugs*

Some folks are making a big deal about it smh!

..but for the ones that missed it (which I'm sure you haven't-enjoy)

" NEW YORK — Nearly 23 million Americans rose early on Friday to watch Prince William and Kate Middleton tie the knot. The Nielsen Co. said the 22.76 million viewers were spread out over 11 different networks. The company's measurement was for the period of 6 a.m. to 7:15 a.m. EDT, when the ceremony was taking place.

Nielsen did not have an estimate of how many people watched worldwide. Websites reported high traffic, too. ABCNews.com said it's online traffic Friday was its highest since the 2008 presidential election. And, E! Online said its 23.6 million page views on Friday was its most ever.

The wedding was telecast on ABC, CBS, NBC, Telemundo, Univision, BBC America, CNN, E! Entertainment, Fox News Channel, MSNBC and TLC."

CONGRATULATIONS MARIAH AND NICK!

2011-05-01T17:15:00.000-07:00

I'd like to take the time out to wish Mariah Carey and her husband Nick Cannon a wonderful blessing on their new born. Yes they made it, she delivered twins-a baby girl and a baby boy-congrats to both of you.

"NEW YORK - Mariah Carey and Nick Cannon celebrated their third anniversary with another milestone — becoming parents to a baby girl and boy.

Carey's representative, Cindi Berger, confirmed the births to The Associated Press. The singing superstar gave birth Saturday at 12:07 p.m. EDT at an undisclosed hospital in Los Angeles. Berger says the baby girl was born first, weighing 5 pounds, 3 ounces, and was 18 inches long; her brother was next, at 5 pounds 6 ounces, and was 19 inches.

Berger says the couple has not named the children yet. Cannon drove Carey to the hospital in their Rolls-Royce Phantom. Berger said the 41-year-old Carey, who had gone through false labor, was calm, thinking that it was another false alarm.

Meanwhile, the 30-year-old Cannon was so nervous he went to the wrong department at the hospital, and was guided to the maternity ward by a nurse. "It was like right out of an 'I Love Lucy' skit," said Berger. Berger says they were listening to Carey's "We Belong Together" after the children were born. The couple are expected to renew their wedding vows on Sunday. The pair got married in 2007 after a whirlwind romance. They were the subject of endless baby rumors, and the couple actually were expecting shortly after their marriage, but Carey had a miscarriage; they did not reveal the miscarriage until she announced her pregnancy last fall. The couple plan to live a bi-coastal life, and have luxurious nurseries in both New York and Los Angeles.

As far as more children, Carey recently declared she's done.

Cabbie Agrees To Drive 2 New Yorkers From LaGuardia Airport To Los Angeles

2011-04-24T09:20:00.000-07:00

I find this story to be interesting-that's something I would definitely try. Very adventurous.

NEW YORK (1010 WINS)

"— Just a month after an undercover investigation showed taxi drivers refusing fares headed to the outer boroughs, one New York City cabbie agreed to drive his passengers across the country — to Los Angeles.

John Belitsky, the son of a former NYC cab driver, and his friend Dan Wuebben decided to try something they thought "would be a lot of fun."

"I put the idea to my father, who was a former New York City cabbie, and he told me he didn't think I could pull it off," Belitsky told 1010 WINS' Justin Schrager Thursday afternoon. "So I became really focused on pulling it off, and we did. We did in short order, as well." The two men traveled to LaGuardia Airport and inquired about having a cabbie drive them to Los Angeles in exchange for $5,000. Belitsky's father thought nobody would take the deal, but he turned out to be wrong.

Belitsky said driver Mohammed Alam first suggested he take a flight before stepping up and deciding "he would do it."

Belitsky, Alam and Wuebben were approximately 400 miles from Los Angeles on Thursday afternoon and expected to complete their journey before Friday morning. The men embarked on the cross-country trip around 11 p.m. Saturday night. So how is the cabbie holding up after so much driving? Alam told 1010 WINS he simply likes to drive.

"Nothing bothering for me. Little tired, I feel good. No problem at all," he said. As they moved ever closer to their destination, Belitsky said they had been able to take in the beautiful sites and scenes of the country, which included a stop at the Grand Canyon.

"That was inexplicably beautiful and mysterious and incredible," he said. Alam also called his experience at the Grand Canyon "really beautiful and great." He is also hoping to visit Universal Studios and many other sites in Los Angeles.

"I'm from Bangladesh. When I was young, it was my dream — one day I will go to Universal Studios," Alam said. Belitsky said that he didn't spend a lot of time planning on how to go about his goal, but "became really focused on pulling it off" after his father expressed doubts.

"It was just a really, kind of beautifully strange thing. So we did it. I really don't think it's that crazy either," he said. Friends have called and emailed Belitsky, expressing that they thought his journey was crazy and outlandish.

"A week of my life if I wanted to go on a vacation on a Carnival cruise ride, I'd be sitting on a ship in a floating prison having no fun at all," Belitsky joked. When asked what his favorite part of the entire trip has been, Belitsky cited "people's reactions." "You'll go inside to a gas station and the place will just erupt when they see this cab," he said. Belitsky is still unsure of his plans once he gets to California. Cab Driver Alam plans to meet up with a friend from Queens who flew to Los Angeles and will drive back to New York City with him.

As for Alam's message for his fellow cab drivers? "Nothing is impossible in this world. We can do everything whatever we want," he said. "

Fake rapper on the A train 4/22

2011-04-23T11:46:00.000-07:00

I finally created a YouTube account-why? because of Mr. Rapper here. I never cared to have an account ..but then again I like to record funny moments and take weird pictures of others so why not right? We all know how crazy the public transportation can be let alone some of the passengers-I think at the end of the day some can make your day better and some worst.... Now the A, C and the E train always have something crazy going on-especially the A and the C. t's either bumms acting crazy, little hoodlums, or just plain crazy ass people. This time I got one. I caught this "rapper" showing his "talent" on the A line last night/early this morning. This is very funny. Hope you enjoy this :-)

Some things I'd like to know...Can someone please help me!

2011-04-06T19:22:00.000-07:00

This post may not be a positive one and maybe not what some of you might expect but whatever!

This is a post to the greedy-nasty-gossip-hunger-hatin'-no life losers that have nothing better to do with their patethic life..you know the ones that rather gossip about other people's business rather taking c are of their child...their fucked-up homes....yeah those!

I can never understand why some females hate on each other, ESPECIALLY (yes I'll say it) the black females?!

They either don't like the person because they have nothing going for themselves or want to have the person's life..they even hate because they're just plain stupid!

One thing I can't stand, is someone who likes drama and their life is all about that. Come on people if that's all you're all about then...

God don't like ugly (it's so cliche at the same time so fucking true)

I can't stand the negative folks around me, it's too bad I have to be around them-the fake Christians, fake ass people who pretend to care about you but ain't worth shit!

I rather have few REAL friends than a lot of faux "friends".

I'm done venting now! :-)

Mmmmmmm! Jillian

2011-03-29T19:22:00.000-07:00

As you all already know ( well not all-but now ya'll do) that I adore Ms. Michaels. she is a professional trainer, a celebrity trainer to put it. I adore her to the point I tried applying for "Losing It With Jillian" and "The Biggest Loser" but too bad I was not qualified. I didn't care about the fact that they want a certain "type" to be on the show and I didn't "fit" that "category", but I applied with the mindset hey I'll be around Jillian and she's going to work me hard haaa haa! #dontjudeme Like come on look at the body-the strong arms...the abs..thighs...Mmmmmmmmmmm! I wouldn't mind a body like that...only if she'd willing to work with me.

Some may think I'm a stalker or obsessed but I don't think I am at all. i'm sure some of you have a favorite celebrity out there haaa haaa.....

...in the meantime enjoy her sexiness!

Come on Mariah...WHY?

2011-03-28T18:05:00.000-07:00

Ok I love you Mariah but come on sweetheart-What's up with the painted belly? We all know there's nothing wrong with showing off your bump and be all proud but come on now. I don't think it's appropriate for a married woman to show off her pregnant belly out like that. Personally I don't like it, I think it's very inappropriate. Pregnancy is a beautiful process the women body goes through and it's a blessing. For people to treat their body such way while they have a life growing inside them is not OK with me. I'm sure some of you might think I'm weird, or it's none of my business but this is my place to vent however, whenever I want to-so give my opinions on things.

SunDrop Dancing Commercial-REALLY?

2011-03-26T10:23:00.000-07:00

Is it me or do any of you think this commercial to be very annoying? I don't know why but the first time I watched it I thought to myself "WTF are they trying to do?" I don't get it really. Not only she looks crazy with that outfit but because the beverage call "SunDrop" so they feel they have to play the song and make her act like a fool? lol I don't like this commercial at all!! and I don't think it's funny at all. Link

Happy Tuesday world!

2011-02-15T09:11:00.000-08:00

First I'd like to thank my loves who usually come here to visit me and even though you don't leave a comment it's all good just your presence is appreciated (you know who you are)-thank you!

So my dad went on a mini vaca to visit family and friends back home-thank god for that :-)
Do I miss him? Yes. Am I happy he left for a while? Yes of course to that:-) not only he needs the get-away but he was stressing everyone around him. He did enough damaged to us lol. But I miss him though. He's my father and he's a good dad if course.

Second thing is I thought I wasn't going on a vacation this year but the way things are going maybe after all I might be able to.
We'll see about that-I can confirmed by April or so.
I just have to make sure I'm on my grinds you know.

Hope everyone had a good valentines day-even if you don't have a boo nut god is your boo and believe me he's more important than anyone else.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-12-31T23:03:00.000-08:00

It is exactly 1:50am January first of 2011-yeah 2010 is over. It's gone! I was waiting for this moment for a while now and it finally came-YES with such joy.

I'm not even going to "My new years resolutions are"-nope not this year. Instead of writing and bragging even planning on it I'll just work on them and let them happen. Believe me it took me a while to learn-yeah the hard way and that's why I'm somewhat of a bitter person.

*clears throat*

Any-who...
I hope everyone have a great new year with their loved ones. Even the ones that decided it was best to push me out their lives last year-all good!

I am happy with my circles and I honestly don't need to add any extras back to my life-I'd like to keep it that way.

Let's make this year a good one all!

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sigh

2010-12-28T05:13:00.000-08:00

It's official this month is not my month at all.
..........…
It's so much shit going on and I just want to get away from it all-I truly believe I DON'T have a safe haven. I really don't....

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Original post " disappointed and fucking angry"

2010-12-23T03:05:00.001-08:00

So it's exactly 5:36am on a Thursday morning of December the ummm 23rd. I am actually in my bed. Yes my own comfortable warm bed in my place in BK. I'm not in a hotel room in one of the hotels on West Sunset Blvd, Hollywood, California like I was supposed to be at this moment. How I planned this trip months ago. There's a saying "when you want something so bad it doesn't matter how or when you plan it if it wasn't meant for you to be at that place and at that particular time then there's no way it's going to happen". Well I think I learned the hard way.

Don't expect me to get into details with y'all ok. But let's just say I was and still disappointed and I am slightly getting over the fact that I'm on a "staycation"-seriously who does that? I never see the point in taking time off but stay home-FUCK! I guess there's a first time for everything-to tell you that was never my plan at all. I feel useless even though I'm trying to get a lot of things done and accomplished for those two fucking weeks. It feels great to know I can wake up whatever time I want and go to bed whenever I want but I'm not used to it and it feels funny-yeah damn good too haaa haaa. Not only I can make more time to meditate in the morning but I have more time to catch up on some more readings and other activities.

Now if I was to write this post Tuesday it would've been an angry one. A vey mean one. That's how I felt at the time because I was supposed to leave Tuesday the 21st-fuck! So the closer the day was getting he angrier I was. But I am ok now you can say.

Don't get me wrong I'm not all stressed out only for the trip I didn't go but it's other things too. I have a lot of shit going on and I'm working on them. God only knows why certain things are happening/happened. But damn I'd like to know too. Maybe if j do I might not be so disappointed.

I can thank my sweetheart for keeping ip with my negativities on a daily you can say. Thank you for trying to understand my issues and for still being there-I love you! I'd also like to thank two of my good friends Tani and Nat. Thank lovelies-love you!

Something else I learned-I'm just glad I didn't blog that Tuesday... It would've been an ugly post. Learning to shut up and walk away when angry. Keep tuis in my; "Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret" -Ambrose Bierce I'm practicing it.

Anyway I'm getting sleepy......

Cali will still be here so are the other places I'd like to visit so they'll sure be a next time :-)

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Se mwen menm anko senye*

2010-12-07T20:21:00.001-08:00

*sigh*

Konyeya mwen sou kabann mwen ap ekri sa.
Oh senye mwen kwe nan ou men'm menm. Oh senye kisa pou'm ta fe pou ede mwen jezu kri? Ede mwen non senye mwen yan.

Antou ka on sel bagay mwen konen. Lavi'm nanmen ou.

Mesi anpil an avan.

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Something to think about*

2010-12-05T13:24:00.000-08:00

This is actually a forward- you know one of those forward emails from a friend that wants to share something with you that you might be interested in... Yeah those. Well it's such an inspirational and a positive email I thought I should share it with you my loves.

I thank the person (my sweetheart) for sharing this email with me-yeah you. I love you and thank you love!

To the ones that took their time out if their busy schedule thank you for stopping by and I'm sure you will enjoy this.

What do you think of this?

You are never to old to set a new goal or to dream a new dream. Les Brown

Not sure who wrote this, but gives you something to think about!

When I first heard of the movie "For Colored Girls" I got so excited. I had the idea of getting as many women together that I could think of to go see this movie. I had visions of group discussions and moments shared with one another that would lead to healing and growth, I guess I kind of imagined a Womens Empowerment Conference type of setting.

Well after I shared my idea with a few women, reality set in and I realized that so many of us wouldn't be willing to participate for various reasons: You don't like me, you don't care for somebody I might invite, you only hang out with certain people, you don't understand the big deal about Tyler Perry making yet another movie about black people and our issues for all the world to see, you don't like crowds, so n so is too ghetto, such and such is too uppity etc... It has ALWAYS amazed me that we as black women are each others biggest critics. We are the quickest to bring each other down, find each others faults and nit pick at a sister until she has nothing left, nothing left to give and then we step over her and call her worthless. We take the prettiest women and tear them down for thinking "they are cute" but turn around and dog the average sista because "she know she should take better care of herself than that - can't believe she got a man!" We call strong women female dogs and accuse weaker women of riding somebody else's coat tails. We tell a big sista to put down her burger and turn around and criticize a skinny woman for not picking one up. We ride the loud mouth woman for "talking to darn much" and likewise torment the quiet woman for "Being too quiet and needing to take up for herself" Sad part is we don't discriminate, we talk about everybody!!!

I've watched women dog out everybody from Oprah for catering to white people and Halle Berry for not being able to keep a man to young Willow Smith for acting to darn grown in her recent video. All of these females are successful and there is something about each one of them to be proud of but a lot of us can't seem to see that. I have to wonder since we all share a common thread (whether we want to admit it or not) is there something about ourselves that we don't like, what has happened to us that we cannot seem to get along. Why is that we fight amongst ourselves, backstab & steal each others men(only to find out we should have left him where we found him). We cannot seem to be unified to support and stick up for one another. Everybody seems to be out for themselves while other groups unite against us but nobody else has to bring us down because we trample on the spirits of each other daily.

Even if you live in a mini mansion, drive a luxury car, have good credit, rich handsome husband etc, this does not mean that should look down your nose at the woman with 4 kids, no husband, living in income based housing struggling to keep her lights on. We ALWAYS think the grass is greener on the other side, I had a woman who's child father is MIA tell me that I should never complain because I receive a decent amount of child support and I laughed and let her know that I would gladly give every dime back if he would come relieve some of this overwhelming pressure of feeling inadequate as a parent. If I could get just one full night of sleep or not always be on the verge of losing my job because Im the one that has to call off or leave work for one reason or another to accommodate my child - yeah he could DEFINITELY have his money if I could have some peace! Money alone doesn't make you happy (not true happiness), good credit doesn't keep you satisfied, beauty doesn't make you any less insecure, fame doesn't make you less vulnerable or cause you to be a good judge of character and being stuck up and mean doesn't keep you warm at night or prevent you from being lonely.

You don't know how the sista sitting right next to could have carefully put on her make up this morning to hide the beating from last night. The teacher you handed your child over to this morning could have sent her children off to school from a dark house with empty bellies. The teller you just got rude with at the bank could know that today is her last day on her job and have no idea how she is going to survive past next weekend. The sista at the office that appears so busy could be typing her goodbyes to all the people that she loves because she plans to blow her brains out tonight after she tucks her babies into bed. The woman you pass in the hallway could be on her way to have an abortion because she fears what others might think or how the woman that sent you this e-mail may drink an over abundance of alcohol every night to mask the nightmares of an abusive childhood.

Ladies we HAVE TO DO BETTER!!! I'm not suggesting that we all like each other and be phony, But I am asking that we all try to respect each other. You HAVE NO IDEA what the next woman is going through, you don't know what past or current hurt and pains have shaped her into who she is today. We spend so much time trying to be as strong and hard as we are expected to be that we end up cracking from the inside out piece by piece. If we would spend 1/3 of the time we spend tearing each other down to build someone up, encourage someone, show someone some love, we could truly make a difference and save someone's life. PLEASE don't be the straw that breaks another woman's back. Believe me when I tell you that there is a woman out there that needs your smile, your hug, your support, your prayer.

I hope that you read this and get something out of it other than a laugh and that you pass this on to as many women as you can to let someone know that you believe they are somebody special and that if need be you are available to listen. Nothing bad is going to happen if you don't forward this e-mail but I'd like to think that something positive will happen if you choose to pass it along. May favor be extended to each and everyone of your lives, keep your head up and know that someone somewhere cares!!!

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Happy Thanksgiving!

2010-11-25T18:22:00.001-08:00

So another thanksgiving huh?
I know we all are happy to get a chance to see another thanksgiving-I know I am grateful, not only because I have great family, but I have some amazing friends in my life-thank GOD to that. And of course my good health that I'm always grateful for.

Yes I helped out in the kitchen for the first time on Thanksgiving today and I feel so accomplished that I get to be productive instead of staying in bed and let mom do all the slave work.
Let's see, umm I made the stuffing, mac and cheese, croissant , dressing, prep the salad and so on. It could've been just the dressing I'd still feel good about it.

Anyway I won't be going on and on about this but hope everyone and their mamas had/still having a bless thanksgiving.

Thanks for taking the time out to read this.

Val!

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Oh Bondey ede mwen non sil vouple!

2010-11-21T09:10:00.000-08:00

Mwen pa kon'n ki kote pou mwen konmanse onkon evre wi senye. Oh papa Bondey mwen yan ede pitit out non. Mwen tande on move nouvel yeswa ki ka chanje lavi mwen senye. Eski se vre? Eski si mwen pa tande mouve bagay ap pase'm? Esi e teste wa'p teste pitit ou ws pou gade si mwen pa respecte paran'm ou byen ou menm? Mwen fatige...mwen fatige e mwen fatige mantal, fizical and spiritwal-man. Vakanse sa mwen merite li..mwen travay di pou lajan'm senye....se sa sel man mwen bezwen wi bondye...se denye vakanse sa mwen mande ou wi senye...sil vouple senye! Bondye ed pitit ou.. mesi anpil! Link

What's in store for you this Thanksgiving?

2010-11-11T18:35:00.000-08:00

Now that Halloween and Veterans day is over...what's next again? ummm...oh yeah we have Thanksgiving right around the corner in exactly two week right? .. *checking out my calendar* uhhhhh..yep it is in two weeks. Are you ready for Thanksgiving? Have you decided on who's going to get busy in the kitchen or not? Would it be you...your partner...the parents..maybe one of them? Come on now someone has to prepare the big dinner :-) ..or will you be going to friends and eat up all their food? Last year for Thanksgiving I went to my "friends" house, we cooked and actually had a great time. Sometimes when you don't want to be bothered with all the messes and the cleaning you just go to friends house..am I right? :-) well not always the case because I helped them cleaned. This year I plan on getting busy in the kitchen-yep I said it. I plan on cooking Thanksgiving dinner for the family and I am very excited about that. I will also bake...I'd love to try to bake rum cake (although I'm not too good with the baking) but I will try to make some maybe this week or so and practice to see how it'll come out. Since I know someone who makes those on a regular I'll be asking for her help :-) I am too excited. That will be my plan this Thanksgiving. I won't be working-I need a break. Link

Alicia Keys - Un-thinkable (I'm Ready)...yeah I am :-)

2010-11-08T21:12:00.000-08:00

Alicia Keys - Un-thinkable (I'm Ready)...yeah I am :-) I am so happy to share this song with you. Yeah I am late-what's new again? haaa haaa As much as I LOVE this song I really don't think the video fits the song well-my opinion! This song I feel like I am living it...I am happy where I am right now. I am grateful to have someone like her in my life. Just listen to the words and you'll see how I'm really doing :-)

HAPPY LATE-HALLOWEEN AND ALL THAT

2010-10-31T17:07:00.000-07:00

...Ok today is Halloween...blah blah we know that! I honestly don't care for this "holiday" really. I mean it's good for the kids-yeah KIDS! because kids are allowed to pretend to be something else they're not but us adults (some) live as someone else-how sad! ...(since I give people their credits). One of my twitter buddies (@meliastarfucks) who RT'ed a quote by (@THE_BOONDOCKS). He tweeted "How is Halloween different from any other day? ;people already pretending to be something they're not"-it's totally true. Who cares about Halloween? I'd say. I guess I'm never into those things-dressing up and all that stuff. I actually tried doing and getting all excited about the costume thing for a while but then I say "fuck it!"...I stopped caring about stuff like that. I rather save my money...stay home relax because after all I need it. I need my energy and my body is not the same as it was a couple of years ago haa haa #TRUTH though. anyway i hope everyone and their mamas had a safe Halloween! now time to get ya asses on a diet with all that nasty candy inside you :-)

A quick hello!

2010-10-16T19:25:00.000-07:00

Hello world! I am back...I know you all missed me *wink* How are you guys and gals doing? What's new? ...now on my end all is great with me. My mom came back all well. ...wel so is my dad-ughhh! now with him now is something else. As much as I love the miserable man I would sort of ok if he was still over there (lord forgive me). Don't get me wrong I appreciate him and he's a great father but when he starts talking and nagging it's like I want to get away..he never seems to know when to STOP yapping! If I had Oprah's money I'd send him away for a while to go on a vacation. Seems to me he'smore happy back home and it's weird..Hmm! well he feels more at home and at peace. Hope you all are ready to have a wonderful productive fall and winter-I am so ready :-)

HELLO FALL AND A NEW BEGINNING!

2010-09-10T22:51:00.000-07:00

Hello World! I know I've been MIA for a bit, but I'm back. It is exactly 1:52am on a Saturday morning-nope I'm not sleepy for some reason. I have alot on my mind. I don't know where to start and even if I try I don't think I can anyway. Yeah my mom is still back home being treated-she was very ill and thanks to the LORD above she's still alive. She's doing much better, she's coming back at the end of this month and I can't wait to hold her..hug her and kiss her to tell her how much I missed her :-) Lately things has been well on my end. Nothing quite exciting-wait! actually there are a few exciting things..I'm still alive well...still have my job and other things going on but SHhhh cause I don't want to spoil anything for me. But I have no complaints. So I'll be going on vacation in December for a week and a half and I definitely can't wait for that. One thing I know for sure and believe is this vacation won't be like no other. I believe and have faith that my life will change for the better-Errr right GOD? :-) I need to get away for a while. yeah I will be going alone again-hey don't fee;l bad for me..it's my choice..I don't know sometimes being alone is good. I know the fall has great things in store for me and so on and guess what? I am so ready to take on every opportunities...chance that GOD has for me no matter what! you watch :-) ...ok time for tea and maybe bed..... goodnight/morning!

Spain Wins 2010 World Cup

2010-07-11T16:07:00.000-07:00

ALL I CAN SAY IS GOOOOOLLLLLLLLLL!! SO SPAIN IS WORLDCUP 2010! Spain Wins 2010 World Cup Link

Enjoy the summer safely :-)

2010-07-05T15:04:00.000-07:00

As I'm typing this I'm still in my tub filled with ice, yes ice tub and I'm in it. I couldn't take the heat anymore, it was too unbearable to stay out feeling that heat against my skin. It literally felt like I was being cooked...I just cooked and that kitchen felt like it was 1000 degrees-wheewww! I know I was born in a hot climate but it was not humid...it's hot and sunny there but there's always a cool breeze flowing around :-) Also I haven't been in that climate in years so I'm not used to it. I love cool weather, the cool breeze against my skin. That I can live with. ...Anyhow I know some of you are being cooked inside of your apartments or houses, and even in general because after all there's no hiding from this heat. This post is for everyone. The people with the ACS, FANS and some unfortunately with nothing. I'm sure most of you might know how to keep cool and may find this post "useless" but do you actually know the right way to keep cool? Yes there is such a thing as The Right Way. This heat is dangerous to us and especially for small children(s) and the elderly. If we're not careful enough and take care of each other and ourselves we'll literally be cooked and die lol....sorry but it's true. ...with that said there are a few great steps to take to keep cool while enjoy this sauna....I meant "summer"......just follow these steps and you'll be fine..or so you should :-) The first thing we need when we're thirsty is what again? WATER! No matter what when we're thirsty or just ate what do we grab first to down WATER...that's because water is LIFE. It does a lot for the body; it cleanse it, cools it, it's good for our skin, it's basically something we should drink more often than the evil sodas (don't care if it's diet either which is WOST). Now don't you think it's a good idea to have a bottle or glass of iced water ready on hand for this summer? Water quench your thirst...come ON you know it does so stop lying to yourself..go ahead and grab a bottle or two. ...people people yeah YOU! I keeping hearing, ready people's status and reading their tweets about the latest perfumes. There's nothing wrong with smelling good and getting the latest perfume but remember it's summer and that heat doesn't go well with alcohol on the skin...it doesn't go well with strong scent on the skin. It can actually do some great damage to the skin. I know someone who experienced a first degree burn from wearing Coco chanel...yep it happened. This perfume smells great but it's so strong that when you wear it on days like this it can actually affect your skin. I know everyone's skin is different and some of you has alligator skin but still be careful. I know some people who still wears White Diamonds-UGHH! seriously that perfume is something else....White Diamonds season is over..that's like spraying yourself with gasoline and get ready for the flames..the smell is not so pleasant either. The best way I'd suggest anyone to keep the good smell without doing any damages to their skin is by using simple body splash. The body splash is not as strong as the pure perfume and it last long just as a perfume (well you just have to get a good brand). I'd suggest these from Bath and Body works. I have a few of them, smells great and they last throughout the whole day. They're not as strong as perfumes. You can either do those body splashes or head to Victoria's Secret or maybe The Body Shop and grab a few....so GO! while you all spraying on those lovely body splash scent remember to coat your skin with SUNBLOCK! yes the cream that protects your skin from that hot ass sun..the body cream that helps your skin from being flaky and burned..and soon become cancer..yeah that cream..it's called SUNBLOCK!There are hundreds of different kinds of sunblock around, you just have to find the right one for you. Most doctors recommend the ones that has SPF<30, Broad Spectrum UVA and UVB blocking agents, and you should at least use daily with frequent reapplication. Now if you want a little shine on the skin to have that "natural" summer glow try the bronzer that has SPF<30 in it. Then you're set to go....you'll have that "natural" summer glow while protecting your skin :-) ..while worrying about our sexy skin lets not forget what we love to drink or eat.....just because it's summertime and the heat is horrible doesn't mean we can't continue our lives-it's not the end of the world people! so for the people that enjoys to go out and have a drink or two..or maybe three or umm 4. You can always continue to do that. But for the pones that usually have gatherings at their house or parties I recommend you try a chilled sangria. You will LOVE it. Not regular cold but after you make it put it in the freezer for about 15-20mins and enjoy a glass. I like my drink here and there but in this heat there's no way I will do anything strong..the heat and strong alcohol=setting yourself up for disaster. Even if you're a drinker or not you will get drunk easily because of the heat. ...now what about the kids? to keep the kids cool while enjoying their favorite desert let them have some ice cream Hmm! I'm not an ice cream type of person but this I would definitely enjoy :-) so go out and indulged! ...some of you might want ice cream when you go outside or some like myself would preferably enjoy a Tazo Green Tea Frappuccino from Starbucks (don't even go there). I like mine with one pump of each of the syrups and one scoop of green tea match powder without the whip. The next time you visit a Starbucks try it :-) ....OK now you got all the basics and the information that you need ..now time for you to start your Wednesday with the knowledge Val has given you. Believe me I will make the BEST out of this harsh summer with a nice glow lol.

MY BEETLE :-)

2010-07-04T19:22:00.000-07:00

Good evening world....yes it's me again...there's something I'd like to share with you guys and gyals again.... Although I may not be financially ready for a car yet...which I can get any junk from anyone but I want my first car to be special and my dream car. So most of you already know I'm OBSESSED with the color GREEN and of course I'd want a GREEN car :-) ...make sense dont' you think? Anywho I don't want any ordinary car, I'd love a beetle..a cute GREEN beetle :-) they're so cute..don't care who's the maker which I'm sure it's made by one maker...ummm...am I right or do I need to do some research on that? ....I like this type of car because it's unique, small enough for exactly four people which not most cars has. With only two doors. Very simple and I like that. now time to go do my research on the maker(s).

...so far I'm still contemplating....

2010-07-04T09:40:00.000-07:00

....now why do I have a feeling I'll be an intern at the UN or at the ABC News Studio? I'd really like to work with the great Stepehn King :-) but of course not dreams like that will take FOREVER...unless I have that connection which I can try to pull but I'm not gonna stress it..it'll come to me. I believe it. So it's one math credit (math is my enemy right now) then internship. Two years ago I thought of transferring to Hunter after all Hunter offers alot of English courses that will do me good but since I plan on moving out of state I might as well start looking into schools where I plan on moving. Now I am so excited for something that's going to happen next year..at the end of next year...no I can't wait already lol. God is with me on this and got my back :-) Maybe I should stop right there because I have a tendency of getting all excited for something that's supposed to happen but because I'm too hype about it it turns out the other way...so let's just say we shall see huh!

I am only human now back OFF w/ a ☺

2010-07-01T06:57:00.000-07:00

I am human-I am living...I have flaws-I'm only human...Iam sensitive-I cry to some silly things you may find funny or would never cry over-my feelings are different from yours-after all I am human..I have hurt-I've been hurt but I get over it-because I am learning...I view the world totally different from others because we are all different yet the same godamn species-we are human....I have judged-discriminated-hated-treated others bad but I have learned that shit won't get me, you or anyone anywhere-I have learned to appreciate others for who they are-they're only human....I care and sometimes too caring-am I going to change who I am because assholes doesn't appreciate that? HELL NO!-I am human....I have ♥ to give and share-I am human..........................I am living..loving..appreciating life for what it has to offer............now are you?

....no this isn't a poem, don't try to view it this way. It's not a lyric either!
No this is not about anyone in specific-GENERAL! So stop trying to figure out or assume this is about you cause it isn't!
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One of my favorite songs....Adele - Chasing Pavements

2010-06-21T19:14:00.000-07:00

this is one of my favorite songs.....I know I'm late-always! I think you're going to like it..everytime I hear this song it does something to me :-) enjoy! Link

Sorry I wasn't the good friend to you!

2010-06-20T19:35:00.000-07:00

This past week I feel like the world is against me...everyone is against me-that's how I feel right now...

Promised myself not to cry again...especially over something I have no control of. I can't keep stressing it and going back and forth.

I just want to scream on top of my lungs right now.

I've lost ppl! People I considered true friends, and even sisters. Even when we do go back to being cool..it's just not the same but always hoping to get back the way we were.
I really believe I'm one of those types that isn't lucky with ppl, I don't believe I'm those types where I have a friend and know for a while and never had to cut or for them to cut me out their life..even if we do back to being cool ..it's just different.
I never said I'm perfect, I never play the victim-why should I? If I fuck-up believe me I'll feel like I need to contact whoever and talk things out and apologize-fuck it! But I didn't do shit! I didn't fuck up!
I was not the one that assumed shit about ppl and automatically delete out their life-not me! I make sure I have good reasons, where they truly deserved it.

I am hurt to the point I'm still numb, my eyes, heart, body and head hurts. My nose was bleeding earlier! I've been cramping..I'm just a fucking emotional wreck and it's not cool! Everyone wants to take other ppls side when they're not even trying to understand what really happened or maybe they're not trying to understand or even care what happened...OUCH! But again I've been accused of lying and was told I am "dramatic" smh! Me dramatic? Are you kidding me? This must be some kind of a fucking joke cause I don't play with my feelings or have to lie about anything. Now there goes another blow!

You chose to get rid of me as a friend because of something so petty? Hey your wish is well respected. I'm not the one and can't be the one to beg for friendship...I can't anymore..I am emotionally, mentally drained. I don't have the strength for that-I'm sorry!
I can't! *shrugs*

When ppl moved on and don't need your friendship anymore they try very hard to start something..hey you won! I give up!

I need to start doing some cleansing! Mentally, physically and spiritually! I can really use some positivity in my life. I'm sure that'll work.

Like my friends say "Everyone enters your life for a season and a reason, now it's time to let them go".

*sigh* I'm here at the Promenade sitting here thinking and trying to clear my head.
I feel so lonely and just in this world where now I can't lean or be too close with anyone. I feel like getting myself too close will be a problem, that they'll just run away. I don't want to feel like this-that shit hurts!

If you happen to read this I'd like to thank you for those time we've known each other..and hope life continue well with you! GOD bless!

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I hope this week goes well for me. Going to start taking yoga classes, continue with my jogging and take care of me more. Start working on myself. Be a better individual. I'm not afraid! I plan on taking the risk!

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Lately!

2010-06-14T20:57:00.000-07:00

Hello world!

I know I've been away for a while now and I guess I have no excuses-laziness!

Have you ever have this blah feeling where you're not tired or depressed just straight blah! It's worst than being depressed because when you're depressed you know why you're depressed and sad about and may fix the problem. Maybe ppl in your life might make you feel better. But the blah feeling is something no one can help you with, sometimes you can't figure out the problem or why you're such in a mood.
Everything is fine---I know they are. Although things could be better but I'm satisfied for now, I just got to get this blah feeling out of the way and start feeling like myself again.

I need to seriously start making some changes. I am willing to take the risk and to get rejected (if it comes to that).

Are you ready with me?
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SWEETHEAT '10 HERE I COME!

2010-04-18T18:13:00.000-07:00

So this year I will be attending The SweetHeat Miami Pride-that'll be their 3rd annual event.

If any of you lovely rainbow birds are attending and interested this is the events and locations and don't forget about the fees-enjoy!

MEET , GREET & TWEET

Pick up your VIP tickets and know whats going on during SweetHeat Weekend...Meet with other SweetHeat Attendees from around the World.. Location : Royal Palm 1545 Collins Avenue Free...In the Lobby of The Hotel.. Time 6 p.m. - 9 p.m

Thursday Night

Welcome To Miami hosted by Miamis Rap Queen TRINA SweetHeat Miami & SofTouch P.A.N.I.C. Productions presents A HollyWood Affair with Tomboyz Quarterly Hosted by : Siya Location : Club Cinema 637 Washington Ave. Time : 11 p.m. - 5 a.m. Adm : $10 all night Soundtrack provided by Dj Dimples & Dj Osh

Friday DAY

SweetHeat Pool Party THE WETTEST SECRET Sponsored by SofTouch/ P.A.N.I.C. Prod Location: Savoy Hotel - 425 Ocean Drive Hosted by KING MAGAZINE MODELS LAEANN AMOS AND BUBBLES 1 p.m. - 9 p.m. Make sure you have on the sexiest bikinis EVER!!! Prizes will be given out... Adm: $15 Soundtrack Provided by Dj Pursue, Dj MaryMac, Dj Osh

Friday Night

The Art of Partying / EYES WIDE SHUT MASQUERADE...wear your masks.... Come Fly, and Come Sexier Than You Ever Have In Your Lifeeee..... Flaunt Your Taste.. Location : Club Living Room 671 Washington Ave Doors open at 11 p.m - 6 a.m. Adm : $25 before 1230/ 30 after/ $40 (express entry) Hosted by KING MAGAZINE MODEL MIA MILANO Soundtrack Provided By Dj Pursue , Dj MaryMac

Saturday Morning

MOIST SOUTH BEACH Wet T-Shirt Contest / Open Mic Your Favorite MC's will be performing.. Location Club Cinema Time: 1 p.m. - 5 p.m. Hosted by : Siya Adm $10 Soundtrack Dj Pursue

Saturday Evening

SEKS MIAMI SWEETHEAT EDITION The Sexiest Poetry Affair EVER.... Location : Time : 5 p.m. - 8 p.m. Adm $10 Musical Background Provided by Dj Osh

Saturday Night

QUEENDOM - THE ALL WHITE AFFAIR Location : Klutch 136 Collins Avenue Time 11 p.m. - 5 a.m. Adm: $25 before 12 midnight / $35 after/ $50 (express entry) Hosted by : Soundtrack provided by Dj MaryMac Dj Dimples Dj Pursue

Sunday DAY

The WILD N WET BALL/ POOL PARTY PART 2 Hosted by Mother Reign Moulin , Mother Jaimee Baleinciaga King Magazine Model Barbie Brittania Time 1 p.m. - 8 p.m. Location : Savoy Hotel 425 Ocean Drive Adm : $15 before 3 / $20 after 4

Sunday NIGHT

SofTouch/ P.A.N.I.C. Presents BLISSSSSS - LOVE YOUR DJAYS... THE SEXIEST PARTY ON EARTH WOMENS NATION LOCATION : Club Living Room 671 Washington Ave. Time 11 p.m. - 5 a.m. Adm: $10 before 1 am 20 after 1 a.m. Hosted by : Siya Adm: $10 Soundtrack Provided by Dj Dimples, Dj Pursue, Dj Mary Mac, Dj Osh

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Lately!

2010-03-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

Good morning world!

It is exactly 6:15am on a sunday morning. can you believe it's March already? I can!

Sippin' on my Zen tea-yummm!

I was supposed to be getting ready for work right now for 8am but I called out, I'm unable to make it. I can not go to work with my hand looking like this. The flesh is out. It peeled off and it hurts.

Anywho, I need to start working on my blogs more...I'm getting behind.
A lot has happened from the last time I was here. My dad finally went back home to visit. He said everyone is doing well-thank GOD!

I'm going to SF for my birthday. I am so HAPPY. First time going there. Ppl I shared that with told me it's a great place and I'll have a great time :-) so I'm hype about that.
I've never been there. My friends were like "Wow Val, alone? What are you gonna do over there?" Ummm..visit..and what's wrong with taking a vacation by yourself anyway? Sometimes you just need that alone time where you just go and leave your area for a while and do you-like a soaring butterfly lol
I could've invited my friends to go with me but first I don't they'll want to go on somewhat short notice, secondly I really want this to be a "Val away alone" time you know. They didn't take it personal and I'm glad :-)
Booked flight since the end of Jan. I wasn't thinking about getting a package (flight & hotel) so now I still have to worry about hotel-wouldn't want to go there being homeless like a bumm do we now? LOL

Everything is ok on my hand but of course it could be better. But let's not start complaining or else things might get worst.

So hopefully the next post will be a BETTER one!
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MOURNING FOR MY AYITI CHERIE!

2010-01-25T17:07:00.000-08:00

THE ORIGINAL COLOR OF THE FLAG WAS BLACK AND RED..BUT AFTER OUR FREEDOM IT HAS CHANGED TO BLUE AND RED

THE FIRST SLAVE TO BE FREE-DRINKING BLOOD!!!

THE MAP OF HAITI

As you all may already know about the sadness..the struggles..the suffering Haiti is experiencing right now. It is bleeding..it's in a coma GOD only knows for how long. It is crying blood-it has been crying blood since 1957. It has been suffering for decades now. It has been asking and needed help for years now. No one cared about it. No one cared about the ppl, their struggles their needs. No one gave a SHIT about it.

It is a country too-there are ppl living in it, human beings like yourself who has feelings..heart and all are GOD's child like yourself!!!

It is very sad and truly hurts the Haitian community..the natives to see something so tragic had to happen in order for others to give a SHIT about us, about the country!-That's fucking sad!! Fucking crazy!

I remember back in the '90s. When I was in school how some Haitians were afraid and embarrassed to say they're Haitian even to come out and say they speak creole although they were in a bilangual class SMH!-fucking sad. I remember asking some of my haitian classmates why they were afraid/ashamed to let others know they're haitians...I was never given an answer untill I overheard "others don't like haitians. You'll get beat up and discriminated against if they know you're haitian"-me: the type of person that I am I just laughed it off and be who I am. I didn't care what others thought-how come I never get a beat up? LOL Funny thing was my friends that used to help me out with my english (oh boy was it bad LOL) but the ones that used to be there for me were ashamed to reveal where they're from. There was this war between the Haitians and the Jamaicans-sad but true.

Anyhow I won't get into a story with you about this crazy shit. All I can say is that it's fucking sad.

My question was and still sometimes wonder is how come other races never gave us a hard time-it's always our blk race...why do we have to hate against one another? Your background doesn't make you better than me!

Even now who were the first one to reached out to us during our struggles? Ummmm... Ok we know it wasn't our own race SMFH!!

I miss my country. Last year I told my dad I need to go for a week and visit in Aug. coming up. I still want to go. My dad is actually leaving on tuesday that's if AA doesn't call him for the 4th times to cancel his flight LOL-I truly think that's a sign for him not to go right now-that stubborn man refused to listen!

I would also like to mention something that's been bothering me-why? Because I shouldn't have to be in pain like that. My parents always say "The only way to find out you have good friends and people in your life is when you're going through something". And they are right. People I thought were my good friends and cared about me didn't even text anything to check on me and tp see how I'm doing *sighs* I understand I'm not a child or anything but friends are supposed to be there. Ohhh! I guess I'm the one that's always gotta be there huh? Hmm! I see. I know now!

What I don't understand i s why are some people keep comapring the Haiti disaster with Katrina? Katrina was horrible and very sad. Both are VERY HORRIBLE! like my friend Tani said "Haiti's disaster is another level". Haiti's is a nation that went down!! So for the ones that doesn't give a shit or don't think they have to care because it's not their country or they don't know the language YOU NEED THE LORD IN YOUR LIFE FOR REALLLL!

YOU DON'T HAVE TO KNOW SOMEONE...YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THE NATIVE..YOU DON'T HAVE TO KNOW THE LANGUAGE TO TRY TO HELP...EVEN PRAY FOR THEM!

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR SUPPORT-LOVE-HELP-TO FINALLY REALIZED WE'RE HUMAN BEINGS THAT NEEDS YOUR HELP!!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL FOR ALL YOU'RE DOING-DONE TO HELP!

YOU CAN ALWAYS HELP BY TEXTING YELE TO 501 501 (WYCLEF'S ORGANIZATION) IT'S ONLY $5. SOME MAY NOT HAVE IT..HOW ABOUT A PRAYER THEN! :)

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HAPPY NEW YEAR-THANK YOU!

2009-12-31T05:47:00.000-08:00

..*sippin' on my home-made soy latte* as I'm typing this...

....so the year is really ending huh? SMH! seems like it was a couple of days ago 2008 just ended but now '09 is leaving us? :)

for some reason I am a little sad about it because the same way I'd love to know and experience what '10 has in store for me but at the same time I'm sort of not ready-does that make sense? Although 2009 brought pain here and there at the same time it was a wonderful year for me. I can't sit here and complain about it being the "worst year" when it wasn't really-after all we control and make our own decisions and know whats best for us so who could I possibly blame?-MYSELF!

This year brought joy..happiness..surprises..hurt...disappointments..great ppl intpo my life, I am grateful for all!

This year brought back good ppl into my life, people I thought I'd never see/in contact with-thank you GOD!

I've decided to leave certain bad habits, people behind with 2009.

Sometimes writing it down really helps and I promise myself this will be the last time I will mention this-someone I truly considered a sister-a besti betrayed me and even though I tried soo hard but it felt like I was forcing myself to even smile and create a conversation with her so I had to let her go. I am sure people are going to be who they are and there are some grimey ones that has no shame in their shitty games-all good though! with that said I let her go months ago respectfully :)

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...don't you ever experience something like-you have a friend and everything is cool...cool to the point that you start having interests in the person and started dating and the interests is intensed then things happen somehow it didn't work out-understandable! because it happens..because it's life. Somehow the miscommunication was a big problem-the assumptions was a big problem! now you're not even friends with the person...I know for a fact I don't do my friends any wrong, I'm not going to be the one that betrays anyone or push anyone out of my life for no reason..why?

I honestly can admit I miss our friendship..I really do and the times we spent, somehow we have things in common but because you failed to get to know me and understand me you never get to see it...I know I am history to you and you got what you wanted (me out of your life) I'm sure you're happy now-good for you!

hope you and your loved ones have a bless new year!

*clears throat*

ok...ummm moving on right..that's what we have to do sometimes :)

I would love to thank everyone for the person they are and for accepting me for my weird..crazy and sometimes asshole ways :)

THIS IS TO THE WONDERFUL PPL IN MY LIFE-YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

*THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE!

*THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME THINGS I NEVER KNEW!

*THANK YOU FOR THE REALITY CHECK!

*THANK YOU FOR KEEPING UP WITH ME AND MY WAYS!

*THANK YOU FOR HURTING ME TO MAKE ME SEE WHAT I NEEDED TO WORK ON!

*THANK YOU TO THE ASSHOLES FOR MAKING ME SEE WHO YOU REALLY ARE :)

*THANK YOU FOR SEEING THE INNOCENCE IN ME!

*THANK YOU FOR A SECOND CHANCE!

*THANK YOU FOR BELIEVING IN ME!

*THANK YOU FOR BEING HONEST WITH ME EVEN IF IT HURTS-KEEP ON!

*THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU AND THANK YOU FOR ALL!

I LOVE YOU!

...I am ready for 2010 and for whats in store for me :)

I plan on being a better person to the ones in my life...I will certainly work-on my faults and things that seriously needed work on!

...as I'm leaving you guys right now I'd love to wish everyone A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR AND SEE YA NEXT TIME :)

THANKS FOR SHOWING THE LOVE.....

*EXITING OUT*

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RIP Brittany Murphy-may GOD help the family this holiday season and so on!

2009-12-20T16:02:00.000-08:00

I just feel like I have to post this up. No I didn't know her personally nor was she was my favorite actress but I've seen some of the shows/movies she was in.

I know she was a young talented individual...I know she was a great actress....what really happened?

TMZ "Brittany Murphy, who starred in popular films like 'Clueless,' 'Sin City' and others in recent years, has reportedly died of cardiac arrest at the age of 32.

Murphy, left, had her breakthrough role in 'Clueless,' the hit 1995 teen comedy starring Alicia Silverstone. She played the ditzy but love-hungry Tai. She also acted alongside Eminem in the rapper's autobiographical film '8 Mile.'

Murphy got a bit more serious in 1999 with her role in 'Girl, Interrupted.' She played a mental institution patient along with Angelina Jolie and Winona Ryder.

The 911 call reporting the incident was made from the home of Simon Monjack, who Murphy married in 2007. RadarOnline is reporting that Monjack himself made the phone call, and that the Los Angeles Coroner's office is launching an investigation into Murphy's death. The police "could not say whether it would point to any criminal conduct," Los Angeles Times sources say.According to TMZ, Murphy's mom found the actress in the shower and that paramedics administered CPR at the home and on the way to the hospital. Los Angeles Fire Department spokesman Devon Gale tells the Associated Press that the call was made at 8 a.m. on Sunday, and that one person was transported to a hospital.Murphy's publicist, Nicole Perna, released a statement on Sunday saying: "In this time of sadness, the family thanks you for your love and support. It is their wish that you respect their privacy."Murphy made her big splash in Hollywood in 1995's 'Clueless,' in which she played the ditzy character Tai. She went on to co-star in popular films like 'Girl, Interrupted' with Angelina Jolie and '8 Mile,' where she played Eminem's love interest. She was also the voice of Luanne Platter for more than 230 episodes of the popular Fox cartoon sitcom 'King of the Hill.'Aside from acting, Murphy also dabbled in music occasionally. In 2006, she scored a hit by pairing up with DJ Paul Oakenfold on the song 'Faster Kill Pussycat,' which became a club staple. She also covered two songs -- including Queen's 'Somebody to Love' -- in the animated movie 'Happy Feet.'Ashton Kutcher, who shared the screen with Murphy in 2003's 'Just Married' and also dated her, spoke out on his Twitter to remember his friend. "See you on the other side kid ... 2day the world lost a little piece of sunshine. My deepest condolences go out 2 Brittany's family, her husband, & her amazing mother Sharon," Kutcher wrote

The holiday is here where everyone is celebrating, shopping and ready to have a bless holiday with their loved ones but it's unfortunate for her family to deal with a loss insead od being happy :(

....I keep saying and do believe life is too short for us to take things for grantyed and not love one another.

I thank my LORD for all he has done for me, my family and my friends-couldn't asked for more.

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PRICELESS-I LOVE TWITTER....THANKS GUYS :)

2009-12-03T15:12:00.001-08:00

....so I shouldn't care and really don't care about Mr. Woods business! but since everyone is so soaked up and drowned in his business plus I need to update the blog a bit with something FUNNY! so WHY NOT right? ...SO WHAT HE CHEATED? LIKE OTHERS GUYS DON'T...SO WHAT HE HAD MISTRESSES? COULD IT BE BECAUSE HE'S FAMOUS THAT EVERYONE IS SOAKED UP IN HIS BUSINESS OR BECAUSE HE SEEMED LIKE A NICE, RESPECTFUL DECENT HUMAN BEING THAT Y'ALL ALL SURPRISED? ..YES EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES AND FUCK UP SO FUCKING WHAT? WHO CARES? ON THE SAME NOTE HE'S FUCKED-UP FOR KEEPING ALL THESE SKELETON'S IN HIS CLOSET (YEP THE CLOSET IS TOO FULL) LOL..... I KNOW Y'ALL PROBABLY LIKE "SHE'S SAYING EVERYONE IS SOAKED ABOUT HIS BIZ BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU FOR WRITING THIS POST?" WELL I'M MAINLY POSTING THIS BECAUSE OF THIS PIC LOL......SO THIS PIC IS GOING AROUND ON TWITTER-THAT REALLY MADE MY WEEK, EVERY TIME I LOOK AT IT I LAUGH SO HARD 'TILL MY FACE HURTS SMH! I LOVE TWITTER AND THE PPL ON THERE..THEY KEEP ME ON MY FEET AND SANE LMFAO! SO ENJOY THE PIC AND BE NICE! *WINK*

that made my whole week :)

2009-12-02T19:22:00.000-08:00

I'm in bed now about to fall asleep, but before I do I would like to mention one thing and I am glad for. Thanks to FB I found my H.S best friend. We were very close but somehow and don't know what really happened but we lost contact. We did get in contact after H.S years but don't know what really happened Hmm!
Anyway right, so I found her on FB and I am glad I did, I used to think about her all the time and wondered what she was up to and hope life was great on her end. She said she felt the same way and glad she reconnect with me (no not that way-strictly platonic)!
..Now I'm thinking everything happens for a reason-to see how I thought I had a best friend who I knew you can say literally longer than my best friend from H.S now ..you'd think me and last "best friend" would still be friends?-NOPE! She betrayed me and hurt me...we're not even friends anymore-she was being immature about certain things and I had to make it clear to her nicely :)
..Anywho like I was saying everything happened for a reason. I lose a friend and GOD blessed me with another...ppl come and go out of your life which I can't seem to figure out why really? I wish I knew someone more than 5 or 6 years and to still be tight with-I am ashamed to even mentioned *shrugs* but it's the truth. I know it's not me, I'm not a bad person-the thing is I am too nice and always try to be there and put others before me which I'm learning not to do anymore!

*yawns* ..I wonder what else GOD has in store for me....waiting patiently.....
Goodnight world!
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blk friday?......HAPPY BE-LATED THANKSGIVING

2009-11-27T06:35:00.000-08:00

...so who's going shopping today or already went shopping?

I am tired of hearing and seeing ppls facebook stats and their tweets about black friday-who cares? seriously there's nothing good going on that day...go to work and not waste your money lol. ..now the best deals are after Christmas :)

....oh speaking of Christmas I have to start working on my Christmas list..the list is longer this year :)

I will save up and do my real shopping for myself after Christmas!

...untill then enjoy wasting money fools LOL

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....*yawns* so I'm late on my thankgiving post which I told myself I was going to work on yesterday...as you can see I didn't-I was very busy.

Hope everyone had a tasty thanksgiving with their loved ones.

I had a lovely thankgiving with my two best friends L & L....no I didn't spend it with family (they didn't mind), this year I wanted it to be different-I'm around my family sooo much and they didn't care lol.

....So yesterday not only I was taught to cook/prepared certain tasty dishes (proud of myself) but was given a surprised which I didn't expect :) what else could I ask for right? lol

I think I gained weight which I plan on getting rid of before the Christmas holiday-how does that sound?

I am thankful for my loving family although they get on my nerves ughhhh! but it's all good :)

I am thankful for my friends and the others in my life that accepts me for who I am. Also for my job-blah, my health and the fact that GOD is always with me no matter what.

I am grateful for making it another thanksgiving!

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Faith!

2009-11-22T04:52:00.000-08:00

Hey!
...as I'm writing this I'm actually waiting on my train (A/C-whichever one comes) to go home...The BEAUTY of mobile blogging ☺. I'm coming from my good friends' house (they just move to BK-WHOOT!
They had a house warming and I enjoyed my time-it was sooo nice to see them. I haven't seen them for like a month.

...I know I keep saying it over and over but I miss ATL...GA period. I miss my brother, and I miss GA. GOD is with me with my plans-but ughh!! Why can't things just happen any sooner? Sometimes I feel like he tests me and make me wait longer for something/anything I wish and play for. He only knows why and I won't give up the faith I have in him, I can't give up!
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27 things about MOI!!

2009-11-07T17:01:00.000-08:00

Hello world...hope you all are havng a fantastic weekend-hope y'all are staying warm.
Wow another boring weekend for me Hmm!! Have two papers due monday-when will it end?

Anyway I thought I'd give you guys a little clue about moi and who I am really...doesn't matter if you care to know just friggin' read it lol

1. I am glad my mom was the one that gave me my name..my dad wanted to name me Sophia-ughh! seriously do I look like a Sophia?

2. I wish I had a middle name..I'm seriously thinking about adding a middle name to my name (melanie, valencia).

3. I am 24 and ♡ that age lol

4. I am the sweetest person you can ever meet (that's why peeps think they can try to take advantage hm!) BUT at the same time I can be the total opposite!!!

5. I have a bad tendency and the people that knows me tells me that too...I need to stop thinking out loud!
If i'm out in public and I see someone behave, just anything off about them I will basicallly talk about it (it's ok) but I expressed my opinions where it can "lead to confrontations"-so my friends tellls me.
hey I'm working on it ok :)
AND NO I NEVER HAD A FIGHT IN MY LIFE UGHH..

6. I hold grudges. I told myself not to add it in this note but what the hell-that's just who I am and I understand holding a grudge won't get me anywhere but pain and stresed. I'm working on that too.
I am working on to let go and move on and forgive people for their shytty ways towards. Life is too short anyway!

7. I hate rejection..I'm the type if I know I will get rejected for something or turned down I won't even try to ask or approache the situation. Why bother if you already know? and that's why sometimes I keep myself away from certain siituation. Even when it comes to my personal life (someone I'm seeing or talking to)..If I'm seeing someone and the person doesn't call or have any type of interests on trying to contact me THEN I automatically assume their interests is elsewhere or the interests isn't there anymore *shrugs* ...I'm always right :)
So if I don't call or anything it's because I feel like you're not trying to contact me and I know "what's up"!

8. I ♥ GREEN!!-mostly everything I owned are GREEN...

9. I am a ☎ whore..I ♥ my  curve..yes I still got my curve.

10. I am a 5000lbs fat person living in a 160lbs tall, slim but curves in all the right places LOL-just had to add that in :).....I ♡ to eat. Sometimes I wonder why am I not fat? I gained weight but I lose it so easily..back and forth (just like mariah) lol.

11. My goal is to be fluent in espanol!!
I ♥ the language-it's very sexyyy and romantic..especially when saying the "Rs"..
and it's always good to be bilangual or trilangual
escuchame mi amigas..yo te amor espanol :)

12. I was a vegetarian for a year and loved it. I started to be good again BUT I am surrounded by more swine eaters LOL- ♡ yall though..it's hard :(
but this time it"s seriious..

13. I am an H & M whoreee- I remember my last year in H.S I worked there and I had to quit lol..I was going crazyy (oprah's voice)..

14. I am a colorful person lol..you will never catch me matching my eyeshadow with my shirt or just my outfit period-tacky ladies...don't do it!!

15. I like to hold on to memories. Even if it's something I shouldn't be happy about or that might hurt-it's good to sit alone and reminisce about our pasts and see where we fucked-up and try not to do it again ...MOVE ON!!

16. Everyday I am thankful that I have such great parents..I know you're like "duhhh! so is everyone". NO! not everyone gets along or ♡ their parents smh...that's where the communication is important ppl.

17. I am a joyful, loving person and I can proudly say I get along with almost everyone that enters my world :)
I welcome everyone with open arms.

18. The people that knows me know I am fun and bubbly....you'll know when something is wrong with me when I'm quiet, distant and to myself.

19. Every month when Ms. Flow visits me I always wish to be a dude I swear.

20. I am very affectionate..too affectiionate sometimes ughh!! ..I ♥ to hug, hold, cuddle :)

21. Recently I am beginning to wear high heels (couple of months now)..and no I wasn't a tomboy or a sneaker type either but I always used to and still do wear my flats and converse. But I ♡ my heels now and I look damn good in them.

22. I am a bag lady. I ♥ bags (small, medium, clutch bags, all sorts)..

23. Ok so Ive been told I'm too sensitive-and what's wrong with that again? oh sorry I have feelings and the way I expressed myself is very human-like lol
Yes I do cry to "Notebook" and every other happy or sad movies.

24. I had a best friend who I thought would be "BFF"... LMFAO to that haaaaa!!
that's the shyt I'm talking about ppl stabbing you in the back and it reallly hurt.

25. I think that also goes with #24 but whatever!
I sometimes wish I had a best friend ( I had) blah blah..but someone I can talk to about ANYTHING and do things with, accept me for who I really am. Accept and ♥ me despite my crazy and annoying ways-but oh well not all of us are lucky....or not everyone gets to have it all *shrugs*

26. I am veryyyyy stubborn...even if it might costs me my life..hey don't judge yet!!
If I can't have it my way then leave me alone and don't even bother! (old me)...leave me alone! I don't wanna hear! I don't care on what you have to say! my mind is made up and there's nothing* I mean NOTHING that can change it!***but that was the old me and I'm working on it and gettting better.
I understand life is not and doesn't have to be about me. I have to learn to chill and take life at ease and it's going to be alright.

27. I am obsessed with tetris-recently I reached my goal (level 17) and damn who knows when that will happen again lol

28. Ohh one more...
I ♥ mexican food (yummmy), and a seafood ♥er :)

29. wait..one more...
I ♥ butterflies-they're beautiful and FREE!

30. Hold on
I have a very smart ass mouth-I can push ppl away in an instant with my smart ass comments and sarcastic self...hey I never said I was proud of that but I'm sure some of you already know :)
Sorry but sometimes ppl need to hear it..especially the A**holes!

31.WAIT!!!
Sometimes I believe I was born to get disappointed.
It's weird cause I never disappointed anyone Hmm!! But somehow ppl always tends to disappoints me*

So now that you've learned a little about moi and get a clue of who I really am...don't you DARE judge me!!!....
Well even if you do I wouldn't give a *BLEEP* anyway ☺

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Shytty feeling!

2009-11-01T09:29:00.000-08:00

I'm back in my bed with the ipod on listening to all my neo-soul musics (india, jill, corinne, ledisi and so on)-that's the mood I am right now=messy!
I really hate the mood I am but can't help it during this couple of days. It's weird because as I'm getting older the symptoms are stronger and getting worst-WTF?
....And no I don't have a depression problem (I'm nowhere stressed out nor depressed), you (the females) know when she's around you've got al these crazy emotions-extra sensitive, everything affects you, and you're just a mess?-well that's me!
I can admit when she's around I see, feel and view everything around me blurry-that's how I can describe my state of being right now...nothing is clear to me, I refused to view things and ppl like I do when she's not around.
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..So halloween is over-thank GOD!
I was tired of ppls fb stats and twittering about halloween-ok it's over already! After a while the same thing-come on! First day of another month-great!
I am ready for this year to be over already..well just a little.
So last night I was supposed to go out with my friends-although I got invited last min (which I don't like) but worked all day yesterday and was busy and an incident happened at work when I was gettting off then Ms. Flow decided to knock at my door-crazy! But no I didn't go anywhere besides work-not that it made a difference if I didn't join them anyway Hmm!
I'm sure they had a great time without me!!-good!
...
I deactivated my fb account earlier-i need a break and to stay to myself.

I really hope I get over this shytty mood!!!!!!!!!!!
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Does GOD really test ppl?-why me? I want the help I can't be tested!

2009-10-03T15:27:00.000-07:00

So yesterday I took a test which could've slightly changed my life..or should I say made a minor difference in my life. Well I flunked it, yup I messed up. Weird part was I didn't take it hard on myself, why? Ppl messed up every now and then, good thing is I still have chances to re-take the test (thank GOD).

I was upset at myself for a while, hurt and angry cause I didn't pass, but then I took it like "GOD knows my time will come and maybe I'm not ready to pass yet".-hey not making excuses but the test is not a life and death situation nor something so major that it'll get me anywhere. And no not for school either and that's why I said I will be alight. Next I know to do better what the heck!

But my question is: why do you think GOD tests us sometimes?
Isn't he supposed to be our father and help us thru whatever we want and need?
Do you think he tests us to see who truly believes in him? But if that's the case doesn't he have the power to automatically know for sure who believes in him? Why the test for?

..Maybe I was too anxious to pass and couldn't focus *sighs* after all my limbs were ice cold and my heart felt like it jumped out my chest. Worst part was whenever I swallowed my spit (you know when the mouth is dry) you swallow it makes this weird noise-like it actually echoed UGHH!!
Yup I flunked it but life goes on-NEXT!!
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Decided! Sorry for the weak ones ☺

2009-08-19T06:52:00.000-07:00

...Ok so I've decided to eliminate the negative ones out of my life.

..WAITTT!!! Before I continue I want to make myself clear and don't judge me for my decision (not that it would make a difference anyway), but I am tired of all the negative, the complainer, judgemental, arrogant, just the "why this and why that, how come this and how come that?" Type ones-TIRED of them all.
We all have our problems but always complaining about them will not result into anything but stress, if it wasn't meant to be then FACE IT..it WON'T work!!! So be quiet and enjoy the ride we call life (or try to).

Yes I sometimes complain when things doesn't go my way, and I was judgemental at one point (which I'm working on)...hey!! I'm working on it, being judgemental and mean to ppl is not cool and it really reveals the type of person you are-SHITTY and just need to wiped out off the face of the earth (like that). So I am willing to change my ways and become a kinder and not so judgemental person.

When ppl see you or even have a conversation with you and they may not like your opinions on some things or how you word things they automatically assume the worst UGHH!!-dont you hate that?
I don't care what others have to say about me or view me-BUT what I do know is I am surrounded by two types of group of friends-the positive ones where I learn something everytime we hang out and have a conversation, and they're willing to give out a hand, the ones that let me know "what's up" and "val, you're fucking up!" Type. ....and I do have the type where all they do is complain and complain, negative, only work and have no goals (I understand we may have our problems) but the ones that aren't trying. The materialistic types, the ones all they wanna do is give you the biggest ☺ and behind your back they really hate you!!
The ones where there's no way you can learn anything from them (positive things that is)..the ones where you've tried to give out a hand but refused and think they know it all-Hmm!! I wonder why you always think you know it all.

So I decided to delete, ignore, deny, shut down, eliminate those types where in all actuality have nothing in common-seriously I should've known that years ago, months ago, weeks ago and even days ago.

I know you're not supposed to push anyone out your life-WAIT!!
Who said you're not supposed to again?!
Oh it's our decision isn't it?
Ummm..if I make a decision and it's for the better, to better my life-HECK yeah I will ☺
...When you're surrounded by negative ppl they bring negative energy along to you, it's all around you and that really affects everyone around them-and believe me I really don't need that.
I don't need any negative vibes or any of that around me.
So I'm keeping the ones where I know won't have to worry about being myself and will accept me for who I am. The ones that we can relate and have a conversation without being negative on things. The ones where I can learn from.

I am doing this for myself and that would be one of the things I will be working on.

Thank you!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVING NATHALIE!!

2009-08-13T18:11:00.000-07:00

..I feel so bad right now and ashamed to know that I forgot if today was my loving sister's birthday :(

I would ♥ to put a pic of her up but she's not a pic type of person-she's very simple and plain and loving just the way she is. She's older than me and she really watches out for me and my well being although sometimes I be thinking I'm the older one and we always get into it.. But she knows she's my ♥ ☺

My sister is my other half-we may not be spending a lot of time together or hang out on a regular like I do with my closes friends or do a lot together but she's my ♥ and my soul, no one I mean no one can take her place :)
I ♥ her with all my being and soul and I wish her all the best for her birthday and so on in life.

So this is for my number one ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHALIE!!!!
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BLAH!!!

2009-08-10T18:50:00.000-07:00

I am sooo glad that I can finally blog via email :)
At first I could't cause I didn't know how to set my mobile blogging-somehow I'm doing it. I guess the way they set it up for you to do it.
But I LOVE ogging, and the mobile blogging is wayy convenient-im not always in front of a computer I'm a phone freak so it's much easier for me to share my views :)

...very sleepy...damn those advil pm seems to be doing wonders.
So today Ms. Flow decided to stop by when she's supposed to come knocking at my door in two week (you see what stress does to you!) SMDH!
I can honestly admit that I've been better than a couple of weeks ago, stressed but not as stressed as I was weeks ago. Give me some damn credit I'm trying lol :)

So how was my weekend? Lol
Ok it was peaceful, quiet, stress-free and loving.
Saturday I did nada-blockbuster night with sis and enjoyed my family's company :)
And Sunday me and the ladies attended the SummerStage in Central Park then we went out for dinner-GREAT time :)
One thing I'm glad and grateful for, despite me having my lil issues or we have our flaws but we all are positive individuals-we like to have fun, but we know the limit and we look out for one another :) what else can I possibly asked for huh?! TELL ME!!!!!

...yes I made some major moves (mentally-wise, behavior-wise, emotionally-wise)
I did something Sunday which I am proud of and glad I did and thank GOD I feel sooo much better.
Sometimes though I really need to chill the fuck out and enjoy the ride and take it easy (working on it)
Hopefully things will continue to go easy :)
I have hope that it will. I'm making a fresh new start with this friendship and glad I am :)

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...So far my saturday..

2009-08-08T21:34:00.000-07:00

..This is what happens when you're bored on a saturday night...
Like I mentioned in my latest post I had no plans but today I think I accomplished alot-alot as in went to my favorite nail shop in LI (yup worth the travel), got the special pedicure and manicure and of course including the massages :)
Then went to the city to get my eyebrows done-all nicely shaped :)
I feel sooo good...I needed a lil pampering lol.

...Hold on *sippin' on some wine*

Ok.. I was just watching movies with sis-damn been a while since I spent some time at home and enjoy her company, we made it a movie night.
My friends invited me out to different events but I declined *shrugs*
Well not only my hair look busted lol-so gotta get it done but I'm just not in the mood to do the club scene tonight..Hmm!! I don't know, I guess I'm still going thru my mood and not myself from what happened last night-I just hate being disappointed.
Like I said everything could be prevented!!!

I'm not mad or anything but I'm just not in the mood for the club scene or going out at all. My hair=disaster lol
Not good for the club scene.
I'm also not in the mood to talk or anything...I need some time alone right now.
But I hope they have a good time-which I'm sure they will.
So I'm in bed and about to twitter my fingers away untill I fall asleep lol..I sound like a loser :)

..Now one of my friend just texted me "how are you and her doing?" Her as in ...anyway I replied "there's no her" lol.."we're not even friends anymore, her wants me out her life for good, why? I don't know!" *shrugs*
I even tried to be and to come to an understanding to what really went wrong and what cause the downfall but her obviously didn't care to see and understand where I was coming from. Her rather play the psychic game where she knows it all instead of calling or talk face to face but instead she rather assume the worst of me and that shit hurts and annoying Hmm!!
Sometimes you just gotta keep that lil bit of pride you have left and not let anyone step on it.
Like I keep saying if someone really cares about you or your feelings they would try to respect it and not let anything happen to hurt you...but of course I'm never the lucky one lol....
Funny thing was though I never hated or held a grudge against her...I'm proud of myself for that :)
Seriously I am good....
There's no way you can force someone to be in your life if they want you out!!!!
Hmm!! I do ummmm..
Fuck it!!! Whatever this isn't no personal journal LOL

Anyway I'm having a good night and hopefully have a better sunday :)
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Disappointed SIGHS

2009-08-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

One thing I really don't understand-why when someone cries or sad about something (which is normal by the way) the other person automatically assume they're weak and can't deal with certain situations? It's not even that, maybe that person express his/her emotions different from you or anyone else-better be that way (healthier) than to react like a mad man lol.

So Wednesday I found out I passed my summer class which I'm sooo HAPPY-thank you my LORD!!
Me the this classmate which she's a friend now (we clicked since the first day of class :)) usually have lunch and drinks after class-she introduced me to some nice restaurants :)
*I just love going to different restaurants/bar and lounges*

...so last night after work I was supposed to be meeting up with my good friend, have dinner and drinks with her.....should I continue with this?
What the heck!?!!
To make it short I got stood up, disappointed-BLAH!!

I'm learning to understand life and things may happen and to stop being selfish. I'm not mad, I'm hurt but I will be ok.
What I don't understand is at least a call would have been nice, anything. That I think I at least deserved.
So I could've done something else and hung out with other friends...
...........

Moving on.......
So today I have no plans...
Let's see Hmm!!
I might just go to the movies alone-sometimes being alone is better-that way you get to stay away from ppl and look within yourself and understand your main priorities and who's really true to you.

I'm feeling some type of way-alot of emotions now...
I miss someone and I just wanna kick myself for that!!! Because obviously that person been moved on and totally forgot about me, or even my number lol...wow funny!!

I just want to have a good day!
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forgiven-HELP!! WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!

2009-07-22T16:20:00.000-07:00

*enters the creative world* Hmm!! just where I belong... I need some opinions, advice, whatever..AYUDARME AMIGAS(OS) lol ...question first: have you ever been hurt by anyone (loved ones, someone you were intimate with, a friend) and they did you wrong/betrayed you when you were so true to them? I understand everybody's different-some may hold a grudge and never forgive that person and some may forgive and work it out and be cool again *shrugs* whatever!! I can honestly say I hold grudges which I'm getting better on letting go....YES I am learning to let go and it's a really good feeling :) ..but what's bothering me>>I've thought about it like everyday, and I asked GOD for forgiveness for my ways and to let go and forgive ppl and their shytty ways towards me.. I want to forgive ppl and try to work things out, I really do-not because of anything other reason-I just want to...hard to believe but I'm a great believer in working things out, giving ppl a chance or a second chanmce and understand my differences and others'. Deep down inside I am afraid. I am afraid of rejection, I am afraid of being looked down (such pride)-I shouldn't be right? Hmmm!! I don't know anymore....but what I do know is that I want to contact someone who hurt me and she really tried to work it out with me and be cool and cordial-me on the other hand I was so hurt I basically told her to fuck off ughhh!! ...I want to contact her to see how she's doing and how are things with her *shrugs*-HELP!! Link

BLESS monday :)

2009-07-20T14:06:00.000-07:00

I'm at my school now getting my fiancial papers ready for next semester-BLAH!! I can honestly and proudly say I am having a BLESS monday :) what about you? from today I plan on to continue having a BLESS day....let the little stuff past my shoulders and if it does I'll remember to brush it off! Last week I think on a wednesday I went to church for the first time in a long time LOL-I'm not religious or anything like that but I need to start going to church and show GOD how much I am able to do alot with him in my life and how much I apreciate his wonderful miracles :) ....so from now on I will try to make it a "regular thing' hope you al are having a BLESS monday! Link

Missed this CREATIVE world:)***I'm BACK!!

2009-07-19T15:26:00.000-07:00

me at the International African Festival in BK

OMG I really don't know where to start here....*pauses* Hmm!!

It has been a long time since I stepped foot into this wonderful, creative world! Alot has happened since last I was here....some things turned out to be good and some not so well..well that's how I'm learning to be a better person to myself and to others in my life.

What I know is as of today I am really starting to take some time off of things I made the top priorities in my life which only putting me behind-I really didn't need anyone to tell me I'm fucking up...I know I've fucked up and it's so not like me.. Ever since friday night I realized that I need to slow down on certain things, and just fucking relax for once...it's obvious I made a fool of myself friday night and my friends had to babysat me-fucked-up!!

I won't be getting into much details on how I fucked-up but lets just say PMSin', depression, confusion, hurt and drunk=COMPLETE DISASTER!!!!!! I am ashamed for my behavior and how immature I was in public and worst thing in front of the people I love and care about-hot mess Val ughhh!!

I have decided to deactivate my FB account for a while-I need a break from all these damn networking and get on my grinds!!

What's new with me? Hmmm!!

I am taking my driving lessons (damn how long?) LOL!- but this time I know for sure I will have my license :) I am that confident!

I am taking this one english class (the short story)-very interesting!

Taking life easy and take on step at a time....and not to sweat the small stuff...*brushing them off* it's all good babbii lol

I am also learning to forgive people that done me wrong-we all hurt sometimes but as long as we acknowledge our fucked-up behavior! Link

the importance of MOM and true FRIENDS!!

2009-02-20T10:52:00.000-08:00

Hello all, I know I've been away for quite some time now-I've been very busy. I had to register for school...do my financial papers, you know basically get my shyt together (so have to go back), plus work has been keeping me away. Oh, umm I also haven't been myself for a couple of days...like a week or so due to some nasty horrible flu :( To tell you the truth, I thought that was the end for me that's how sick I was, I didn't go to work that whole entire week nor even attend the events I was supposed to volunteer at. That's how sick I was, I was in bed all day and everyday. BUT the only person that really made me feel better of course besides GOD was my mother-dad is away back home. But mom of course is always there when in need even when not in need she knows it :) Seriously without GOD spiritually and mom who made sure I put something in my belly (cause a bad cold takes away your appetite completely) and I was feeling weak and tired easily. So mom took care of me. She's a FUCKING ANGEL and I thank GOD for having the best mom ever!!!! So for the ppl that thinks "there's a time in your life you need to grow up and take care of yourself and be independent, you don't need mom anymore" and I'd say to them "Just shut it up!! wonder what kind of mom raised you that you don't think you'll never need her?"" then I would roll my eyes* Yes there are points in our lives we need to be independent and take care of ourselves but the feeling of knowing and having that wonderful mom-her touch (when she touches my neck and forehead to see if I have the fever), her soothing words (asking how I'm feeling every couple of mins. And telling me I will be well soon and not to worry. And everytime I thanked her shereplies "don't thank me, it"s my job"). Her support (always made sure I eat at least soup and take my meds) oh did I mentioned she's the fucking best? Well she's a fucking ANGEL!!!! ::::sippin' on some theraflu::::: Ok....I may not say it well and I don't care right now, but I'm sure you've heard of "When you're in need or sick that's when you can really tell for sure who your true friends are?" well I did came to that conclusion or "That's when you know for sure who really gives a shyt about you (the ppl in your life) whoever" guess what? I think GOD was trying to make me see something....I know you may think "what is she talking about?" But read carefully please and it's the fucking truth!!!! My best friend, val was there for me throughout my entire sickness, by calling me every couple of hours each day, she even came to my house to give me some med she thought might be good to take. Now there's a few peeps I'm cool with at work (well won't be anymore), did they even texted me to ask how I was feeling? NO FUCKING WAY!!! Guess what? Not even my own manager LOL....yup I'm serious, but let's leave it at that. Now he just texted me asking me "hey plo, you feeling better to work today?" Come on guys what should I replied back? Should I text back telling him "to go fuck his fat self"? Or to just "fuck you fat fuck?" Or just ignore it? Still debating Mmmm!!! Oh something else, this is how much I'm loved by plenty you guys-I was supposed to be at SOBS to do some volunteering work, ok I emailed the lady who's in charge and the person I was supposed to work with at 3 fucking something in the morning and texted them, ok I got a reply from the person I was supposed to work with but not the lady who's in charge of the local outreached-Mmmm!! Wonder why! Maybe she was upset cause I could not make it, or whatever the reason is, but whatever it is my health comes first-I'm sorry I was hack hack hack and feeling weak, sick all over and all I could do is stay in bed rather than go out in this cold and take the freaking public tranportation...sorry I couldn't go out to make myself worst, oh that event was supposed to be more important than my own fucking health, I didn't know it worked like that smhhh!!!But my point is I now came to a realization and have a true understanding of a good friendship, and the the appreciation of the great ppl I have in my life. THANK YOU GOD AGAIN AND MOM!! Link

How annoying-ughhh!!

2009-01-19T11:20:00.000-08:00

Ok this is something I had to share with you all which I'm sure some of you (New Yorkers) already experienced and know how it can be on the trains of NYC. And maybe some who doesn't have to do the NYC transit but sure deal with public transportation period. I've been taking public transportation for a long time and believe me I know all about the DOS and the DON'TS, I've been on the train from early to mid day, and throughout the night (basically that's how I go about). I love taking the trains, the transfering from one spot to the other, go up and down, uptown, downtown, midtwon, eastside, west side, parkside, parkview and so on-good experience-believe me lol. But, just like I'm a subway rider and love the NYC public transportation is the same way I have alot of pet peeves about it, and sometimes just wish I was the only one who takes the subway.

Some of the other passengers I ride with on the train really thinks it's their private world, and some thinks it's their livingroom or their backyard, or may think they're at the park.

ATTN: and this goes out especially to the black folks-no self-respect, no good behavior with themselves and their kids.

I don't like it when a group of young girls gets so loud on the train that the whole car can hear them-who cares about you and your boyfriend having sex?

No one cares about you smacking that girl from your class who gave you the dirty look!

No one cares about where you're going friday night!

No one cares about the type of labels you wear-ughhh so ghetto!!

****NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW WHAT KIND/TYPE OF MUSIC YOU'RE LISTENING TO***COME ON PLEASE, TURN THAT VOLUME DOWN-NOT THAT WE CARE IF YOU GO DEAF BUT I AM TRYING TO READ THE NEWSPAPER, OR A BOOK, EVEN WANT TO LISTEN TO MY OWN MUSIC ON MY IPOD..BELIEVE I DON'T CARE!!

I had a long day at work or at school and sometimes both, I am tired and need to rest my legs, do I care if you have ten kids with you? NO!

I don't hate kids or anything like that but when you see a young female with a stroller and two more kids on the side, and it's obvious she wasn't ready to have these kids. Especially if the kids have no manners, and doesn't know how to behave that's when my mean side takes place and just let her stand with her lil bastards-yeah yeah I'm mean but I'm sure you understand where I'm coming from and what I mean by that. I'm sorry I've had a long day WORKING OR WAS AT SCHOOL, DOING SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE AND THESE YOUNG ONES ON THE OTHER HAND RATHER SPREAD THEIR LEGS AND HAVE BABIES LIKE THEY'RE READY AND THE ECONOMY IS GREAT!! NO YOU CAN NOT HAVE MY SEAT AND NO YOU CAN NOT SQUEEZE IN AND MAKE ME FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE!!

I pay my fare so why should I be uncomfortable for you with 10 kids?

What I also hate is when bums come on the train and begs for money meanwhile there are help out there-my taxes and other New Yorkers taxes pay for your shelter and your well being, so why not use it?

I know I can be judgemnetal but this is the truth!

You're an American, you were born and raised in the US and I'm sure they have more help for them, alot of apportunities for them-hello it's your country why not take advantage?

But they rather be lazy and depend on the government and abuse it and don't appreciate the opportunities. They rather sit and blame the "white men and the government for their lazy asses.

My taxes, my working hard pays for your welfare and the places that you need to go to get some help..please do that!

I don't hate anyone nor have anything against anybody but when it comes to trying to use me and don't see that I'm trying and even take it into consideration and take take and take that's when I say FU!!

Don't you hate when you're waiting for the train, especially during rush hour, the train be packed and there's more people coming in....all of a sudden the train gets right in front of you that's when people becomes savages? Their savegeness comes out-LOL to that.

I hate being pushed and rushed..I let them know it't not that serious lol..for real it really isn't.

oh wait wait..they get inside the train all in your way and looking for the best seats lol!

like come on get out of my way so I can seat.

Like I said this isn't to be mean or a bytch but just annoying to me and to others.

I know I may offend some people but this is the truth-sorry!

So you tell me what you think and how you deal with it when you get on the train/next time you get on the train.

Thanks!

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Plane crash into Hudson River-thanks to pilot!

2009-01-15T14:45:00.000-08:00

....So I just woke up feeling better...

This morning I had to wake up super early to go to the airport with dad (going to visit family and friends back home). worked all day yesterday and got home late. ..and to make it worst I have a motion sickness problem (so you can imagine the ride to the airport-ughh!). I stayed at the airport 'till his flight took off because it started snowing bad and we expected the weather to get worst, just in case his flight got (wasn't sure but waited anyway to see the "final boarding" for his destination.

Came home got something to eat..and took a nap.....

Woke up 4:39pm ...

........a plane crashed? huh? where? how? hope it's not a terrorist attacked again! not now...not again and especially not in this weather......

What we know is, a US Airways jet made an emergency landing into the Hudson River on this frigid afternoon.

The US Airways-flight 1549, with 155 people on board; three flight attendants and two pilots, left LaGuardia and was heading to Charlotte, NC. The cause for this as pilot reported: a "double bird strike" less than a minute after taking off. That's when he felt like he had to make that pluged into the Hudson. Both engines were knocked out by a flock of geese, the pilot wanted to turned back to LGA airport but it was too late-he made a safe landing to the Hudson near 48th instead that way it would be easier and safer for the passnegers on board.

Some people suffered minor bruises and scrapes, and minor hypothermia-it could have been worst.

God forbids that plane could've worst-it could've landed anywhere on the streets on NYC (times square) GOD knows...but thanks to the pilot such thing didn't happened.

One thing I can say about this almost-tragic incident is: I am glad everyone is ok and are safe-thanks to the pilot for making that safe landing.

Link

http://news.aol.com/article/plane-crashes-in-hudson-river/308358

Thank you GOD for another year!

2009-01-01T12:13:00.000-08:00

AWWWW I HAD TO LOL

AT THE "THE L WORD" PARTY IN PHILLY

NO COMMENTS LOL

MY FIRST VOLUNTEERING TABLE AT GRAMERCY

MY SURPRISED BIRTHDAY MY EX-BEST FRIEND HAD FOR ME :)-MISSED THOSE DAYS! AT THIS CLUB IN PHILLY

ME IN TX LAST YEAR AROUND THIS TIME

Hello everyone, Welcome again to my spot!

First I would like to wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!! and hope you all had a great '08 and hope you get to see many more in '09 and so on.

I know some of my good friends and my best friend heard it before and knows it and some of my other people I associate already heard me wishing them a great new year (blah blah). But I really would like to take the time out to thank and let people in my life know how much I appreciate them for being who they are-the best, the good, not so good, assholes (that's what makes you who you are), and the crazy ones (love you too) lol.

Looking back in '08, it was a very good year for me and I can honestly say I've come encounters with so many different types of individuals that I want to stay friends with and some I don't want in my life at all.

I've gone places that I've never been before and would like to visit again next year and maybe live in in two years (maybe that'll be my new years resolution for 2010) ::shrugs::

and some places I don't want to go back and waste my money again. But 2008 was a better than 2007-that I can say.

I've got hurt (feelings) by someone whom I truly loved and cared for, but hey that's life, regardless of anything if someone choses to hurt you no matter how deep is your love for them they will do it (no excuses!)

But I am over it..I am single and loving it lol..seriously it's totally fine ::smiles: I know GOD has a reason for whatever and why certain things happened the way they did.

I am greatful for whatever GOD has blessed me with ...

I am GRATEFUL for:

*good health (family)

*great ppl in my life

*full of self-love

*strong and smart

*my jobs

*and just every little thing else

I plan on leaving alot of old, bad habits and bad apples behind, some are personal that I can't share with you. But some are just simple little things that I need to get rid of and move on.

I plan on taking life more seriously and continue to live it to the fullest.

I've come to realized my priorities (be there for family, school, work, me and taking care of me more) is more important than anything else in this world.

I plan on being there for my friends more and try to come to an understanding that it's not and doesn't have to be all about ME all the damn times!

I plan on better my life, as in stay focused when in school and be more focused to my inner self/being, and to really understand who I am.

Continue to be the loving, sensitive individual that I am and not let the unsensitive assholes/anyone tell me otherwise.

I plan on continuing to give and share my love (to the ones that are worth it).

Ok now that you see what I'm planing on doing and you can understanding it or not that's up to you!

ohhhhh...before I put this down ,whoever is reading my page and feel like it's about them which after all if you feel some type of way-I guess it's you then ::smiles::

.....I plan on LEAVING/IGNORING THE BAD APPLES behind (who eats or would even pick up a bad apple off the ground anyway?) NOT ME! ok ok..I did but don't want to and trying not to for '09.

So I plan on deleting alot of "friends from '08 (the ones that's never there for me, the lames and the flakes, the ones that promised shyt but can't do shyt about it and always have this "I don't give a shyt attitude)..life is not about "oh that's not my business and why should I care". Or "Why should I care when that's the type of person that I am? I can't help it") I need more positive, self oriented individuals in my life. I am tired of the fakes ones and tired of someone I considered real but was dead wrong about.

GOD knows how much we all need positive thinkers and individuals in our lives. I know I do.

I have alot of goals that much be achived this year, better yeat before my birthday (April).

I plan on getting my license (grandma needs to be a lil faster lol)

I want to do my internship this fall.

I want this and I want that....::screaming::

I WANT IT ALL LOL!!

ok I should stop.....

oh but wait.....I can say I need to lose like Mmm!! ::looking in the mirror: 15lbs.

I can toned up a bit.

I can slow down on the partying and the drinking (well maybe to that one).

I plan on using my money wisely-recession hello lol

I can slow down on the talking (talk too much sometimes lol)..seriously I can slow down...

I would like to thank you all for being a part in my journey (life) and for being who you are....

and have a great new year..TTYL!!

Link

grateful for this christmas

2008-12-24T19:19:00.001-08:00

Hello my lovely ppls, hope you all are having a wonderful eve, I am-with my mom and dad (sister is at work and brother is down in FL)..yup he lives there now for good, moved down there like aug. or so to start a new life and make his life better (happy for him)...weird cause last year like this we weren't talking (for something stupid)..but we officially started talking when he moved down there (weird) but again that's my blood and I love his stupid ass lol.

::clears throat::

I worked today and some of my customers which i haven't seen in a while brought me gifts -nothing cheap for real::smiles::...and don't want to get intpo details either lol

yup...I really didn't expect it for real (loves surprises).

and we had that secret santa thing at work...and we (our job) went ice skating at bryant park (sometimes it's good to do somethng different and with other peeps.

Although last Christmas was different for me but we all know things changed and life goes on and get used to the changes that god made in our lives....

But i am with wonderful parents..and I have my great health and what else could I possibly asked for again?...::pauses:: Mmmm!!

So for the ones that thinks they're not having a great holiday because they didn't received any gifts-gifts are nice but think about all these ppl who lives in the third world country who are hungry and doesn't get shytt!!..really think about it!!

anyway be grateful for what you have and don't have..

have a very Merry Christmas everyone!! Link

at least someone has the courage to do something!

2008-12-14T19:02:00.000-08:00

I swear when I seen that I laughed so hard I almost peed on me lol, too funny.

Finally here we got someone who has a gut and the courage to do something to this man they call "the president of the United States Of America" lol, I swear something like that can only happen else where-can never happen in the US.

BAGHDAD (Dec. 14) - On an Iraq trip shrouded in secrecy and marred by dissent, President George W. Bush on Sunday hailed progress in the war that defines his presidency and got a size-10 reminder of his unpopularity when a man hurled two shoes at him during a news conference. An Iraqi journalist threw two shoes at President Bush during a news conference Sunday with Iraqi Prime Minister Nouri al-Maliki. The president was not hurt in the incident. (Dec. 14) "This is a farewell kiss, you dog!" shouted the protester in Arabic, later identified as Muntadar al-Zeidi, a correspondent for Al-Baghdadia television, an Iraqi-owned station based in Cairo, Egypt. Bush ducked both shoes as they whizzed past his head and landed with a thud against the wall behind him. "It was a size 10," Bush joked later. The U.S. president visited the Iraqi capital just 37 days before he hands the war off to his successor, Barack Obama, who has pledged to end it. The president wanted to highlight a drop in violence in a nation still riven by ethnic strife and to celebrate a recent U.S.-Iraq security agreement, which calls for U.S. troops to withdraw from Iraq by the end of 2011. "The war is not over," Bush said, adding that "it is decisively on it's way to being won." In many ways, the unannounced trip was a victory lap without a clear victory. Nearly 150,000 U.S. troops remain in Iraq fighting a war that is intensely disliked across the globe. More than 4,209 members of the U.S. military have died in the conflict, which has cost U.S. taxpayers $576 billion since it began five years and nine months ago. Link

http://news.aol.com/article/man-throws-two-shoes-at-bush-in-iraq/241945?icid=sphere_newsaol_inpage

the yes..and the not so yes for a holiday event..

2008-12-05T14:37:00.000-08:00

Ok so we know it's the holidays right? But are you ready for it? I know I am....

We all are going to be invited to parties either at work, friends or families.

You're all excited about attending, got the perfect gift for the right person.

You know exactly what you're going to wear for the event.

You know the exact time, date, and place. you even request the next day off from work or make sure you'll be off the next day in case you get carried away with the martini from that party (hungover=near death). But what if for some reason you lost the invitation card, or you forgot the add, even can't find the perfect gift?..there are things that can prevent us from making a good impression on our friends, families, or in a professional environment (work, social clubs, etc.)..and this is where I will tell you how to at least try to make a good impression on yourself.............after all certain things can be prevented if you don't allow them to!

*Save the invitation cared (whether you're planing on going or not)-you never know.

*Call the person to let them know you'll be able to make it.

*Still call them even if you're unable to attend (it's just appropriate to do so).

*Show up on time .

*If you're going to be late , make sure you call in advance to inform you're going to be late.

*Don't go empty-handed. Bring something with you (a gift: a bottle of wine, cake, food but all depends on the event and where, even a card is a good look).

*Behave yourself at the event. Don't get drunk, even tipsy.

*Have fun but don't be a worm.

*Don't be the only one leaving the event last!

Now I think this is it, if for any reason you think I'm missing a couple of things or need to add a few more things comment and let me know-I'd appreciate all the feedbacks I can get! Link

http://www.christamsimages.com/

How would you start?

2008-12-03T09:18:00.001-08:00

It's exactly 12:49pm on Wednesday December 3rd of 2008, I am at work now (my regular day job) and about to start at 1pm and will get off at 9pm maybe close. It's going to be a hectic day (Christmas Tree lighting at Rockefeller Center) so you can imagine. And just going to be a busy end of the year because we all know it's the holiday season and we're all going to be busy with our lives and live it joyfully!! So what are your plans for this holiday season? We've got meetings, work, family, school, friends, parties to attend and planing.....how would you plan them and how would you be ready for the holidays, how and when will you start planing? Have you done your shopping yet? Either way you have to start somewhere..why not get the gifts and get the cards ready with the list first and start from there and work your way down and see what needs to be done-maybe it'll be easier that way.

I have so much to do this holiday season: Parties, meetings, volunteering works (LifeBeat, Foodbank, City Harvest, have to go help at the shelters), work, blogging, and have to get my works ready for my soon be a career for singersroom ::smiling::

I remember last holiday, I was so in love with someone whom I thought felt the same way about me but in the end I was in it alone-I miss you..and I wished you'd never hurt me like you did I swear, I don't hate you. Anyway life is life and I have to make the best of it.

But last year I would be all hyped up and happy and already booked my flight and got all my things ready to go visit them ::smiling::

God only knows why things turned out the way it did after all I would not be the one to hurt anyone. So that I can be sure I can live with myself at peace.

But I am ready for the holidays! All I know is that this holiday would be different and I'm going to try to make the best of it without regrets!!

Link

www.chinahandicrafts.com/Feather-Butterflies.htm

WE ARE ONE WORLD AFTER ALL..BE SAFE!!

2008-12-02T08:04:00.000-08:00

World AIDS Day

This year marks the 20th anniversary of World AIDS Day. First observed in 1988, World AIDS Day was initiated by health ministers from around the world who called for a spirit of social tolerance and a greater awareness of HIV/AIDS on an international scale.

How many people are living with HIV? How many people have died of AIDs related causes?

According to the National AIDS Trust November 2007 statistics, there are:

*33.2 million people living with HIV

*Around 2.5 million new cases of HIV in 2007

*2.1 million deaths from AIDS in 2007

*22.5 million people are living with HIV in sub-Saharan Africa

WE ARE ONE WORLD..ONE NATION..WE ONLY HAVE ONE LIVES TO LIVE..LIVE IT SAFELY!!

No matter who you are we all have to play it safe and speak!

We can make a difference in this world if we choose to, it's a cycle...it can be returned..help one another as brothers and sisters! We are one world, it doesn't matter of your race, background, gender, sexual orientation, even what your beliefs are-If you choose to live your life dangerously and not protect yourself and not want to open your eyes and speak, even knowing your status you'll fall.

World AIDS Day In Your Neighborhood

• Wear a red ribbon as a symbol of hope to work, school or clubs - or distribute red ribbons at community gatherings. • Organize a candlelight vigil at a community center or at a public park and invite local performers and speakers. • Decorate a World AIDS Day tree or bulletin board to display in a local library or courthouse in memory of those who have died of AIDS. • Write a letter or editorial to your local newspaper urging news coverage of World AIDS Day. • Set up a table or booth at an existing community event to display HIV/AIDS exhibits, posters, flyers, or brochures. • Send an World AIDS Day e-card to friends and family urging their support for AIDS awareness.

World AIDS Day At Work

• Ask your employer to help establish December 1 as a day to address the issue of HIV/AIDS in your workplace • Educate employees about the prevention of HIV/AIDS: display posters, flyers, brochures, invite guest speakers, provide information through employee newsletters, E-mail messages and Web pages. • Have your company sponsor community events by donating products to local HIV/AIDS programs, organize an AIDS fundraising events (run, walk, bike) or set up a display in the office lobby. • Distribute World AIDS Day ribbons, posters, flyers or brochures in company mailboxes, cafeterias or break rooms. • Retail businesses: place a World AIDS Day poster in your window, at checkout counters or community bulletin board. For more information, point your browser to http://hivatwork.org/

I think I've wrote enough and if you're not sure about anything even where to go, please visit the links below, it'll lead you to more info.

BE SMART

BE WISE

BE OPEN MINDED

DON'T FALL FOR THE EASY AND THE EASIER WAY OUT

GET THE FACTS

SEARCH

SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS AND KNOWLEDGE

HELP ONE ANOTHER

BE HAPPY

BE SAFE

LOVE AND DON'T LUST

GOD BLESS ALL

Link

http://www.worldaidsday.org/

http://www.one.org/

http://www.lifebeat.org/

www.About.com:GayLife

Chateau Bellegrave relaxes me..what about you?

2008-11-30T19:15:00.000-08:00

These days I'm becoming a wine drinker freak lol...sitting here sippin' on my wine and very relaxed and trying to work on my blog....damn! it's not easy nor just a one, two, three thing either..it's time comsuming (not that I mind) but there's too much distractions at my house and that's hard. So me having a glass of wine really relaxes me and put my mind to workand not have to worry about anything..turned off phone, got loff myspace, and so on, which by the way seems to help.I love my family and all but a sistah gotta work and I need to concentrate here..that's why most of the time I'd go to a coffee shopand just have my headphones on and listening to my india.arie and get to work..So there's alot I have to work on on my blog..Im getting to it slowly but surely ehh!! I work and have other things going on in my life and that's why I'm not really up to my game and do the blog so often like some ppl who basically have nothing really going on for them (no offense anyone)..But hopefully soon I'll get on my grind like coffee beansthis is mone of my favorite wines...it's nothing expensive, very affordable... it tastes great and very sweet (to me)... it is the delicious Chateau Bellegrave Volume: 750 Stars: *** Vintage Date: 2000 Price: $34.19 Link www.chateaubellegrave.com

Very Thankful!

2008-11-27T19:22:00.000-08:00

I thank GOD for all he has done for me, my family and friends......

I thank GOD for protecting me and my family from danger or getting hurt by anything and anyone.....

I thank GOD for giving us (family and friends) strength and courage to wake up everyday and continue our journey through life and to continue having faith in him..

I thank GOD for helping me through my daily stress at work and trying to keep the bad spirit and negativeness away from me....

I thank GOD for my job and my promotion...

I thank GOD for my family and my friends he brought into my life...

I thank GOD for getting rid of the phony people I had in my life, that was holding me back....

Thank you GOD for loving me for me even though I have sin and done wrong..

Thank you GOD for still accepting me even though I continue to sin...

Thank you GOD for believing in me and knows that I am trying my best to be a better person to those around me and especially to my parents..

THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE AND CONTINUE DOING FOR ME AND THE ONES IN MY LIFE!!

Link

What's wrong with these celebrities?

2008-11-27T16:50:00.000-08:00

One thing I don't understand, why does some artists have to be so ..so complicated about things and gotta make things extra just because they have money and popular and noone would not say or have certain opinions about them..

We all know everybody are different and maybe some choses to be different and not have to be like others, but at the same time some people chose to be so different that it's rediculous...

When I first heard the new beyonce "single ladies" I thought it was stupid...I don't think this song nor the video made sense at all. I know she's a great artist and she's beautiful, and talented but this one and "if I were a boy"? is that it?..I was like "what the hell?" I was confused-didn't Ciara made a song (if I was a boy) or something like that before? I don't know. Am I the only one that feels like that or what? AND BEFORE YOU START ASSUMING THINGS..I AM NOT JEALOUS OR "HATIN'" ON HER OR ANYONE. I just think her two last songs doesn't make sense at all. Like I said she is a wonderful artist but come on now beyonce!

By the way what's up with the "Sasha Fierce" anyway?

I was reading something on spinner about her and I totally agree-what's up with her "alter-ego" anyway? lol..what, everyone has an 'alter-ego now? Smhh..

Just read on..

Alter-Egomaniacs: Singers and Their Split Personalities

Why do so many singers adopt a second persona, either onstage or in real life? It could be they just can't cope with being their usual selves sometimes -- or, more likely, it's that they're overflowing with more talent than it's fair for just one individual to possess.

Beyoncé aka Sasha Fierce

Beyoncé's new double album, 'I Am ... Sasha Fierce,' is the work of two artists. On one side, the refined megastar we all know simply as Beyoncé. On the other, a brash, sexy newcomer named, you guessed it, Sasha Fierce. Surprise -- they're the same person! As Beyoncé puts it, "Sasha Fierce is the fun, more sensual, more aggressive, more outspoken, more glamorous side that comes out ... when I'm on the stage"

Link http://music.aol.com/video/single-ladies-aol-sessions/beyonce/2322035

My L word..

2008-11-26T14:44:00.000-08:00

I am back. Seems like I haven't been on here in a while I just been so busy lately with work and when I get off or off I rather nap or sleep and read...So excuse me if I'm not about internet or myspace and so on (there are more important things)..and that's my opinion anyway ::shrugs::

But I just have to post this on my blog....

Does anyone ever heard of that show (HBO) call "the L word"? Well the L word is one of my favorite shows on HBO. I am sure somewhere or you must have heard it from someone or maybe you happened to flipped to HBO and seen a preview of the show. Well it is a lesbian show which anyone who just like drama, chaos, and love beautiful ppl watches it.

Well the L word is full of it-lovers, cheaters (a lot), liars, losers, sisters, best friends that happens to know one another. they all had a little bit of each other ehhh....but all are best friends in some ways.

and I am so excited for season sixth to come out (Jan. 9th) unfortunately would be their last season :(

anyway feel free to click on the link that's on the bottom of this page and take a tour on their page...enjoy the visit ::smiles::

I would first like to introduce Jennifer Beals as Bette Porter: She is such a great actress, and I know I don't have to mention how beautiful she is as well as talented. She is a mother, a lover and unfortunately a cheater....very successful and powerful. And she is beautiful in person (all are). Helena Peabody played by Rachel Shelley: Beautiful, intelligent. She is a mother, a lover, a cheater, a fighter and a convict lol....she was also known to prey over Tina (Bette's wife)....yeah season six (last and short season would definetaly include more casts members... there goes the beautiful, talented, gorgeous, sophisticated, sultry women that we all would love to be around of and socialized with....Bette,Shane, alice, Kit, Tina, Dana, and Jenny.....go feminists lol....we make the world a better place ::watching out so I won't get my head chopped by anyone who takes offense to it..

and there goes me right between Alice and Kit lol....

Now I would love for you to take a look at each character and see how beautiful each and everyone of them are :) aren't they lovely....

now from bottom left:

Erin daniels played as Dana Fairbanks, Leisha Haileyas as Alice pieszecki, Jennifer Beals as Bette Porter, Katherine Moennig as Shane McCutcheon.....

now top left:

Sarah Shahi played as Carmen de la Pica Morales, Mia Kirshner as Jenny Schecter, Laurel Holloman as Tina Kennard, Rachel Shelley as Helena Peabody, Pam Grier as Kit Porter. So after all I will keep an eye on this show and maybe and just maybe the producer might re-think of coming out with a seventh season ::smiles::

Link

http://www.thelword.com/

www.myspace.com/thelword

2008-11-11T17:17:00.000-08:00

::::listening to "bye bye"::: yup that's Mariah Carey baby :)

this song really helps me when I'm down and out of it..-someone I really loved and still do and cared about hurt me, thought they were in the relationship with me but I found out I was alone in it*

But I know I will be ok..

I had a beautiful short day today...Mmmm!!

I am very relaxed now about but, cold out and nice and warm inside....sippin' on my wine ::licking lips::

There's something I haven't revealed to you yet..

My friends thinks I'm weird for loving an artist so much, well I wouldn't call it weird or I'm a stalker, or even obsessed-I'm sure there's one of you out there that has a favorite artist that you love so much and knows each and every song (lyrics)..:::one eyebrow raises::

But she is lovely, beautiful, talented, intelligent and beautiful from head to toe, inside and out :)

As much as I would love to go on and on about her and tell you a little about her it would take me hourse to do this, but you can check her out on her site.

oh for my Mariah Carey fan out there I'm sure you'll want to check this out..she'lll be performing....enjoy

Mariah to Perform at 36th Annual “American Music Awards” November 23 on ABC Category: Music Dick Clark productions president, Orly Adelson, announced today that Mariah Carey will perform at the 2008 American Music Awards."We are thrilled to have Mariah perform at this year's AMAs. She is one of the best female vocalists of our time and her performances never fail to delight and surprise the audience," said AMA producer Larry Klein. Carey's smash hits, "Touch My Body" and "Bye Bye," resulted in a 1 debut on the Billboard 200 albums chart for her latest effort, E=MC². Carey reached an historic career achievement earlier this year when her single "Touch My Body" became her 18th 1 hit on the Billboard Hot 100, surpassing one of the most enduring chart records in Billboard history, Elvis Presley's 17 1's. The 11th studio album of her career, E=MC² is Carey's follow-up to The Emancipation of Mimi, which sold over 10 million copies worldwide and reached 1 on the Billboard Hot 200. Released in April 2005, Mimi was Soundscan's biggest-selling album of the year which brought total sales of Mariah's albums, singles and videos to over 160 million worldwide, making her the top-selling female recording artist in history. In addition to performing Mariah is nominated for an AMA in the following categories:Favorite Female Artist – Pop or Rock MusicFavorite Album – Soul/Rhythm & Blues Music: E=MC²The show will be hosted by Jimmy Kimmel and broadcast live from the NOKIA Theatre L.A. LIVE on SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 23 (8:00-11:00 p.m. ET/PT) on ABC. This year's AMA tickets and VIP ticket packages are now on sale at www.ticketmaster.com or call 1-877-AEG-TICKETS.

funny thing is to see how much I love her as an artist I've never seen her perform...maybe one day...her next event...I would just love to be at one of her shows one day-would be the greatests gift ever!!!

check her out..

Link

www.mariahcarey.com

www.myspace.com/mariahcarey

just something I did when I was in school....enjoy..

2008-11-07T12:00:00.000-08:00

This is something I wrote in my Creative Thinking class when I was in school last year....or two years before that (I think) lol..but anyways I just thought I'd share it with you lovely bloggers and non-bloggers... I'm not into poetries or into words but it was my first Haiku...oh by the way if you don't know what a Haiku is.. by the way it's Haiku (HI-coo).. Haiku is a poetic form and a type of poetry from the Japanese culture. Haiku combines form, content, and language in a meaningful, yet compact form. Haiku poets, which you will soon be, write about everyday things. Many themes include nature, feelings, or experiences. Usually they use simple words and grammar. The most common form for Haiku is three short lines. The first line usually contains five (5) syllables, the second line seven (7) syllables, and the third line contains five (5) syllables. Haiku doesn't rhyme. A Haiku must "paint" a mental image in the reader's mind. This is the challenge of Haiku - to put the poem's meaning and imagery in the reader's mind in ONLY 17 syllables over just three (3) lines of poetry! Check out some Haiku at Haiku Salon (see Lesson 2 for the link). ************************************************************************************ * *

ENJOY MY WONDERFUL HAIKU

I set my time yet,

I still woke up late for school

I got to school early

It’s nice outside

Yet it’s a little too cool

I like that weather

You really hurt me

I really liked you
I do believe life goes on

I miss you a lot

But do you miss me?
I wish you were here right now

I live in Brooklyn

Though I’m a city person

I love the city

The Homeless man there

He’s homeless but has knowledge

There’s still hope for him

Although I can’t see

But I can hear pretty well

She’s still a smart girl

Right now I’m throbbing

Can I take care of it now?

When class is over

That feels so good

Please continue loving me
Ouch! That really hurts!

I was once happy

Until you walked away, gone

But today is a new day

Please come back to me

Guess what? I never loved you
Sorry I missed you

Don’t stop loving me!

No! Yes! Please don’t stop right there
I missed everything

She was once loved

She feels so lonely

The world turns their back on her

Sitting in this class

Thinking of you and misses you
Should I ask the same?

These beautiful Haiku are by Valerie Pierre-Louis

it's so shouldn't be like that but these formats are killing me...bear with me.

but every 3 lines has a space..

Link

not sure if i'm the only one...

2008-11-01T18:04:00.000-07:00

ok so i feel like i'm alone here, sitting at my friend's house and listening jill scott and browing around her site (hey her songs helps a great deal), and wondering about my life and how much i can improved it, there are things i need to work on and things i can just say f**** it to and let go-but it's not so easy to let go of certain bad habits and faults ::shrugs:: wait.... a little writers block set in-excuse me just a little drained... ::::pause:: ::clears throat::

like i was saying i plan on improving my life for the better...start doing things i've never done (nothing negative though). but things like going back to school and start on my internship ASAP, get my license (who knows lol), and hopefully get my own place (better)...

i feel very blah, have this blah but very strong.

long week of work then went out of town to visit friends...

lets just leave it at that ok.......:::looking around::

::wipin' one tear away::

don't you ever feel so lost like you're all alone on this planet with no one there for you?

i've lost great ppl in my life, some were phony and some were too good to lose but i just had to let go and move on with my life...

it's frustrating to know you love someone and care about them but they don't see it..they..they tend to look the other way and make bad choices,,,,,

but lets leave it at that ::walking away::

Link www.jillscott.com

2008-10-28T08:23:00.000-07:00

Hello my lovely bloggers and my non-bloggers. I first would like to thank you for visiting my spot and see what I'm all about and see the other side of P_LO. I'm also glad you've at least checked out my spot just to umm... be nosey ::smiles::: My blog would not be like other blogs-not about shoes (although if I see a nice pair of shoe and may post it on here ehh). It would not be about one subject or category of sort but about everything/subject: Life, relationships, love, happiness, jobs, family, may add a little fashion from time to time and entertainment *wink*, and last but not least just a way for me to express myself and let others share their thoughts and opinion on what I have to say. So with all that said, you all may feel free to leave your traces/marks on my spot and vent away ::smiles:: Oh one more thing if you feel that one of my posts/subjects offends anyone please feel free to contact me and let me know-would gladly appreciate it and make anyone feel at ease :) I'm still new to the blog thing so bear with me and I will sure make your visit more easier.. feel free to contact me in any of the followings: Link www.myspace.com/valencia82 www.twitter.com/P_LOCA

P_LOCA'S VIEW

... in the meantime SSshhh!

HAPPY NEW YEAR-2012

Christmas shopping?

Do It Yourself: Homemade Hair Deep Conditioner Apple Cider Vinegar, Eggs...

Natasha Bedingfield - No Mozart

My home-made hair and body butter

Lady Like By Amber Ojeda produced by Shammy Dee

My first black Friday experience :-)

What are you thankful for?

Nose ring is finally healed-thanks Neosporin!

06. Neon Lights - Natasha Bedingfield - Strip Me

#random THANK YOU!

Washington, D.C. assesses earthquake damage

Invite to LivingSocial

Absolut San Francisco

Satisfaction

Closure

HAPPY 4TH I GUESS-READY TO EAT?

My DC Trip-too bad no pics now

I can already smell a great summer :-)

Royal wedding-Am I the only one that doesn't care? but good luck to both of you!

CONGRATULATIONS MARIAH AND NICK!

Cabbie Agrees To Drive 2 New Yorkers From LaGuardia Airport To Los Angeles

Fake rapper on the A train 4/22

Some things I'd like to know...Can someone please help me!

Mmmmmmm! Jillian

Come on Mariah...WHY?

SunDrop Dancing Commercial-REALLY?

Happy Tuesday world!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

*sigh*

Original post " disappointed and fucking angry"

Se mwen menm anko senye*

Something to think about*

Happy Thanksgiving!

Oh Bondey ede mwen non sil vouple!

What's in store for you this Thanksgiving?

Alicia Keys - Un-thinkable (I'm Ready)...yeah I am :-)

HAPPY LATE-HALLOWEEN AND ALL THAT

A quick hello!

HELLO FALL AND A NEW BEGINNING!

Spain Wins 2010 World Cup

Enjoy the summer safely :-)

MY BEETLE :-)

...so far I'm still contemplating....

I am only human now back OFF w/ a ☺

One of my favorite songs....Adele - Chasing Pavements

Sorry I wasn't the good friend to you!

Lately!

SWEETHEAT '10 HERE I COME!

Lately!

MOURNING FOR MY AYITI CHERIE!

HAPPY NEW YEAR-THANK YOU!

RIP Brittany Murphy-may GOD help the family this holiday season and so on!

PRICELESS-I LOVE TWITTER....THANKS GUYS :)

that made my whole week :)

blk friday?......HAPPY BE-LATED THANKSGIVING

Faith!

27 things about MOI!!

Shytty feeling!

Does GOD really test ppl?-why me? I want the help I can't be tested!

Decided! Sorry for the weak ones ☺

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVING NATHALIE!!

BLAH!!!

...So far my saturday..

Disappointed *SIGHS*

forgiven-HELP!! WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!

BLESS monday :)

Missed this CREATIVE world:)***I'm BACK!!

the importance of MOM and true FRIENDS!!

How annoying-ughhh!!

Plane crash into Hudson River-thanks to pilot!

Thank you GOD for another year!

grateful for this christmas

at least someone has the courage to do something!

the yes..and the not so yes for a holiday event..

How would you start?

WE ARE ONE WORLD AFTER ALL..BE SAFE!!

Chateau Bellegrave relaxes me..what about you?

sigh

Disappointed SIGHS